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So last night, I was going insane. I was happy, and dandy and whatever else when i was home. I go out with brie and my mom, my mom bugs me of course so i was annoyed, and then i get home from dropping brie off and i get even more annoyed, then i get over it and stay in my room, waiting for andrew to get online.
once he does, i'm happy happy happy. because, ya know, i love talkin to that boy. i can tell him a lot of things that i can't tell most people and he understands me and he just rocks. all over.
yeah so, after talking to him for 15 minutes i go insane and get really pissed and annoyed and aggravated, and not at him.
but yet, i start acting really bitchy towards him, and saying stupid shit that maybe didn't even make sense, and i was just acting really idiotic.
i was mad at myself for saying the things i said, but i couldn't help it. i put an away up to go to sleep, but i couldn't sleep because i felt so bad for saying the things to andrew, so i came back and apologized and whatnot, and talked to him for a little while more..but then i got really really pissed AGAIN, so in the middle of our conversation i just put an away message up and go to bed. i kinda cried myself to sleep because i'm just stupid and everything. so yeah, umm...andrew kept talking i guess, and i woke up and read it and felt really bad because i love that boy anddddd...blah. i just felt really guilty all day. i didn't talk much at all.
Andrew, if you're reading this..I LOVE YOU! sorry sorry sorry sorry mwah mwah mwahhhh and big giant hugs!
k. brie just called and asked me to meet her at the gym at 7:30, so..i'm going to..do homework or something.
kbye.
once he does, i'm happy happy happy. because, ya know, i love talkin to that boy. i can tell him a lot of things that i can't tell most people and he understands me and he just rocks. all over.
yeah so, after talking to him for 15 minutes i go insane and get really pissed and annoyed and aggravated, and not at him.
but yet, i start acting really bitchy towards him, and saying stupid shit that maybe didn't even make sense, and i was just acting really idiotic.
i was mad at myself for saying the things i said, but i couldn't help it. i put an away up to go to sleep, but i couldn't sleep because i felt so bad for saying the things to andrew, so i came back and apologized and whatnot, and talked to him for a little while more..but then i got really really pissed AGAIN, so in the middle of our conversation i just put an away message up and go to bed. i kinda cried myself to sleep because i'm just stupid and everything. so yeah, umm...andrew kept talking i guess, and i woke up and read it and felt really bad because i love that boy anddddd...blah. i just felt really guilty all day. i didn't talk much at all.
Andrew, if you're reading this..I LOVE YOU! sorry sorry sorry sorry mwah mwah mwahhhh and big giant hugs!
k. brie just called and asked me to meet her at the gym at 7:30, so..i'm going to..do homework or something.
kbye.