"I am ready, I am fine."
Tonight was one of those bad nights again. I honestly feel like I'm right back where I was last year. I came so close again, and I really felll down last night. I just wish I could talk to someoen about it again, but for some reason I can't. And my mom won't let me take the meds. I don't know what to do. Maybe I'll get better again, but I just feel terrible. I don't want to drag certain people down with me. It's better if we just drift away now....? What's wrong with me.