Why Do i Bother, When Will things Change??
I get my hopes up so much and for what? just another let down yet again. I should be used to this but i just dont know why i keep doing this to myself i mean wtf? So much had changed and i hate it but its not up to me to change it and even when i try and think im getting somewhere, what happens?? Another failed attempt. And now its to the point that i dont know what im trying so hard for? I dont know why i get so upset at the dissappointments, i mean ive never experienced anything different so what am i expecting? Im so full of good luck and its SO obvious...(sarcasm)...
All i want is for things to finally fall into place, whether that be with people i know or somebody i have yet to meet. I want to finally be able to fall asleep and think about how everything is ok, not all this wondering and wishing hoping and whatnot. But i mean why would anything like that happen to me soooo easily.. oh thats rite, it doesnt abb
and Jackies gone so ahh i dont have my bestie to tell me that its alrite or that its not and thats how it is supposed to be. Miss Ya Jacksta
Whatever
SO much for a Happy 4th, Hope yours was tho
..And No One Cares, No one Cares
Abbs
All i want is for things to finally fall into place, whether that be with people i know or somebody i have yet to meet. I want to finally be able to fall asleep and think about how everything is ok, not all this wondering and wishing hoping and whatnot. But i mean why would anything like that happen to me soooo easily.. oh thats rite, it doesnt abb
and Jackies gone so ahh i dont have my bestie to tell me that its alrite or that its not and thats how it is supposed to be. Miss Ya Jacksta
Whatever
SO much for a Happy 4th, Hope yours was tho
..And No One Cares, No one Cares
Abbs