***sigh***
i duno >> jus one of those nites i guess >> everything was making me sad or reminding me of something and ***sigh*** i jus dont know why ...
a week from friday we have to put Phoebe down >> she has a huge tumor on her side and it keeps growing >> i cant even look at her without crying >> it sucks> her girls are gonna miss her too >> i feel badd <<
im really annoyed with everything in Hudson >> i dont like being here anymore >> at all like i want to leave >> i just cant wait till summer >>really once its summer im not comming home >> ever >>
>> fuckign Hardrock is cancelled for the last tourney and im so pissed >> the one thing that i love to do i cant even have a last hoorah until the end of summer >> jeeze what else can go wrong
well i guess it could be alot worse but still im not liking this bullshit and depressingness rite now
im really starting to wonder why i care anymore >> like honestly why do i? >> i think i am going to stopp pretty soon >> i just cant take it <<
cell me
~*Abbs
a week from friday we have to put Phoebe down >> she has a huge tumor on her side and it keeps growing >> i cant even look at her without crying >> it sucks> her girls are gonna miss her too >> i feel badd <<
im really annoyed with everything in Hudson >> i dont like being here anymore >> at all like i want to leave >> i just cant wait till summer >>really once its summer im not comming home >> ever >>
>> fuckign Hardrock is cancelled for the last tourney and im so pissed >> the one thing that i love to do i cant even have a last hoorah until the end of summer >> jeeze what else can go wrong
well i guess it could be alot worse but still im not liking this bullshit and depressingness rite now
im really starting to wonder why i care anymore >> like honestly why do i? >> i think i am going to stopp pretty soon >> i just cant take it <<
cell me
~*Abbs