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well, i'm in maine right now. i'll be home on saturday.. but then i think i'm coming back. um, last thursday ry spent the night. friday i spent the night at ry's. caleb's friends came down. we stayed at gamers grotto all day. i met scuba steve. he's awesome. ry thinks i like him though. it makes me so mad he can't trust me like that. i need a new boyfriend.. ry just doesn't understand. he's such a jerk to me. i don't deserve it. i hope he reads this and realizes HE'S GOING TO LOSE ME! whatever. i'm done. anyway, we went to wendy's around like midnight and we just didn't get home until like, 3. i slept in until 10:30. THAT WAS LATE! i spent the night at ry's again. on saturday. we went to gamers grotto and then i came up with the idea to go swimming. it was me, ry, caleb, nate danielle, scuba, asher, and chad. we started a campfire and went swimming. haha. we didn't go home until like, 2. it was so much fun. ryan got mad because i wanted to walk home with scuba. he said that if i walked then he was going to break up with me. so much for 'we'll be together no matter what, i promise.' right? then i went home at like 9 sunday morning. i had to pack for maine, and i had to get ready for the show. megan spent the night that night. anyway, me and my sister got a ride from her dad's friend into town in his convertable. it was so much fun. then, we went to ry's for dinner and we left. we met megan and scuba there. along with amity and stuff. i had a lot of fun. i'm really mad that brandon eely pissed in dakota's gas tank. pretty immature. then scuba was upset so me and him went to talk. dem's dad showed up completely drunk. pathetic, huh? he just got out of rehab and he was doing it in front of his daughter, embarrassing her. i could have killed him. i got the signature from lannen fall. OH MY GOD! i love them. anyway, i left my camera at ry's house. i'm mad at myself. blah, i'm going to get in the shower. I'M ALLERGIC TO A&D OINTMENT. i had to use it for my tattoo, and i broke out in a big rash. it looks so gross, but it's going away.
ryan- i hope you understand this. if you don't stop being a jerk, and not letting me have friends, and not trusting me, I'M LEAVING YOU! i can't take it anymore. i can't take you making fights anymore. you need to change. caleb has changed you, and you're about to lose the best thing you've ever had. scuba is just my friend. nothing more. you have to trust me. YOU NEED TO STOP INVADING MY PRIVACY. don't reply messages on myspace to MY friends when you don't like what they said. I CAN HANDLE IT. it's my business. so obviously I HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF IT. mmkay? you know i love you, but i don't know how much more i can take.
bye.
ryan- i hope you understand this. if you don't stop being a jerk, and not letting me have friends, and not trusting me, I'M LEAVING YOU! i can't take it anymore. i can't take you making fights anymore. you need to change. caleb has changed you, and you're about to lose the best thing you've ever had. scuba is just my friend. nothing more. you have to trust me. YOU NEED TO STOP INVADING MY PRIVACY. don't reply messages on myspace to MY friends when you don't like what they said. I CAN HANDLE IT. it's my business. so obviously I HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF IT. mmkay? you know i love you, but i don't know how much more i can take.
bye.