Mar 09, 2005 12:38
god im so confused i have no idear what ta do ne more...
arite so i was talkin with christan matt and dylan.. and i liked all 3 of them and christian asked me out but i didnt no what ta say because i couldnt make up my mind who i like! and marlo tells me all tha time how much matt likes me and he tells me too but like i barely no him and he goes to nehi so how will i eva be able to see him? but then theas dylan..hes been wanten to get with me ever since me and corie broke up <]3 and then i went with cisco.. idk i love haven him at skoOl with me and hes sucha sweetheart..he walks me to all my classes and kisses me and just you no is thea for me. and its so funni when he gets jelous ( spell check wow ) cuz he was with me durin tha breaks for f cat and he was tellin me how his boys think im kute and how they say hes luckii ta be with me<33 aha they also say hes whipped cuz i always pull him away ():) Oo well maybe something will persue but i doubt it cuz thats my luck :/ ..
I havent talked to corie in a while..thats pretti kute i guess? taday me stevo and joey went ova ta j bOos house <33 (jesse) omg i havent seen him in so long and i jumped outta stevos car and gave him a HUGGGE hug<33 i love that kid..and then i wrote him n stevo love notes<3 and made them tape it some wea..stevos is in his car and jesses is next ta his bed so he can think of me b4 he goes to bed and when he wakes up lol. we played uno..i lost aha wow.. and then his lil like step sis. and bro are kute sept i dunt like tha boy one he was mean but shea was soo kute aww <3 and then i hadda go cuz it was like 3 30 and i gave jesse a lil kiss on his cheek xOxO.. and his lil bro was like EWW DONT HUG HER ahah o man and he kissed my cheek back <3 aww i love stevo so muchh and i love jesseee i think wea chillin this weekend yeauuhh
weekend plans- fri. me and alexa mite go ta jesses and then maybe anthonys and thenn wea gunna go ta marlos work with matt mark and joey and eat some food then wea gunna hit up marlos hott tubb <33 woOp P I M P.. and then sat. i think wea goin ta tha beach with dylan <3. oO yeah he was mad at me taday cuz i told him how a lotta ppl are tellin me not ta like ihm and shit and he got mad at me even tho i told him i wasnt gunna listen ta them hes so dumb..oOo well
OMG MY SONG IS ON!! <]3 truth is i neva shouldve let you and its killin me cuz now i no and when its all sed and done guess im still in love with you..
and all tha feelings that i thot were gone came rushin back to me at once tried to smile about tha way i felt but i was thinkin to myself truth is i never got ova you truth is wish i was standin in her shoes and when its all sed and done i guess im still in love with you.... u.k.w.u.r
anyways..god i realli miss him..o well past is tha past and i can onli hope for tha better in the future.. i guess things happen for a reason even if we dont like tha results <]3 comment
xoxo tiff