Nov 03, 2005 19:36
Mom,
funny how this is always "our" home until I do something out of line, then it's whoever is paying the bills.
It's also funny how much shit you let go on in this house while your husband's daughter lived here. And now that she's not and you can't stand her and her antics, you're trying to "lay the law down" by rectifying whatever happened by making me pay for SOMEONE ELSE'S MISTAKE, by giving me an 11 P.M. curfew?
Fuck that and while we're at it, fuck you too.
I didn't marry that man. I didn't do anything to make you not trust me until you gave me this stupid curfew that I DIDN'T EVEN AGREE ON.
So, I just got done telling all of this to your face and you just wait, come this spring I'll be gone and you won't have to worry about me wanting be out past 11, because I will not be in "your" house, and living by "your" rules. I'd rather bow down to any college's standards then ever pay for your mistakes and have to bow down to what you think i right, becaus that's total bullshit.
I love you, but I also love my life and my freedom, and how can I have that when I'm subject to seeing what goes on in this house and am waiting for you to realize that the siutation that you put me in and all your children in, is a bigger joke than anyone could ever imagine.
it's gonna be a late night.