SO FUCKING MAD
alright so tonight started off really good i mean my parents told me im going car shopping tommorow and I hung out with Dave and hes sucha sweet guy....and me and him were in his car and then he tried starting it and it wouldnt start so he was like fuck and then i left my shit in rufos basement and dave went and got it but rufo has my phone and im dying wihtout my phone....and then my brother ryan called me and i thought i was gonna break down on the phone with him but im just doing it now and like he was like asking me all this shit and than brittany told some shit to rocco who told brad who told richard who told james who told my brother and then my brother was like caitlin and hten we talked and then i was like im so mad about james i still like him and everyone knows i do no matter how much i deny it but he got back with his ex gf who he was like omg i love you lets get married with.....and i've liked dave alot longer then ive liked james and i mean it just sux bcz im realy not sure if dave likes me i mean he acts like he does and hes not all about like doing shit he just likes to cuddle and kiss all the time but its not like hes getting any you know what i mean and i like that about him and i love hanging out with him it puts me in sucha good mood, and then my brother telling me about james just made everything seem so bad bcz now im like well dave just wants to fuck you james was on rebound and didnt really like you and nothing is going right at all....i just want someone to like me back who i like and I really wanna find it and i hope i find it with dave and it pisses me off when ppl make up shit about shit like about guys who i like as in saying o caitlin said you were going out when i only said THAT WE LIKE EACHOTHER there is a difference and i just feel like my heart always gets broken no matter what i do ive tried so hard ive even tried not to try so hard and that was when dave started calling and im so attracted to him and hes sucha sweeetheart.....i miss the days when i was happy i needa square
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