this is my life.. its not what it was before..
wow..last night..drama.. guy are ASSHOLES! thats all ive gotta say.. well not all of them but a very large percentage of them are.why cant they just leave u alone and let u be happy? clauds..i love you with all my heart, and u know that lol u know im gonna be here for you through everything.. whether you like or not..ur stuck with me for life! lol thats wat cousins are for..=) that goes for u too melu..im here if u need anything!
onto other things..when it comes to my friends..idk man i miss them alot.but for some reason i feel like if they dont miss me. idk maybe im being stupid but w/e. its just lil things. i dont even know wat words to use so im gonna stop writing about this cuz i might say something thats gonna get taken the wrong way and i dont want that. but i love u guys <3..once again with the mushy shit lol.. wats wrong with me?
as for me..well i dont know wat i want anymore. im happy but at the same time im not. idk man its hard to explain. i just wanna get out of this mindset already. i was doing so good for a while..but idk wat changed it..
i need to go find a prom dress and an outfit for gradnite..AHHHH how frustrating. i think ill feel much better once i get all that out of the way..
on the bright side...im not hungover anymore! lol and theres a delicious piece of chocolate cake in the refrigerator waiting for me so im gonna go..
LoVe YoU GuYs!