you were only in my way..
yesterday was absolutely horrible. i was so fuckin sick it was ridiculous.. partially due to the fact that i made a really stupid mistake. i really dont know what i was thinking and i regret it alot. i went out to my aunts house for a little while and then came home and slept for a really long time.. haha i sound like ryan lol jk =) im starting to realize all the positive things that are really happening for me and im not dwelling on the negative so much which is a good thing i guess. everything is starting to work out for the best and its all starting to fall back into place and i can finally focus on getting done what needs to be done instead of fuckin around doin stupid shit. so i decided im gonna stop smoking and i totally mean it this time even tho ive said it a million times before. im guna try and get into better shape and thats just holding me back. ok so my gay little story is over arent you happy.. i just got out of the shower i am going to go get dressed and do my hair and then i have no idea what im doing today so i guess il update later.. xoo <3