your so nice no one notices it when your so mean
yeah so today i health we watched an anorexia nervosa / bulimia movie. its scares me so much. everytime they showed a person on the screen that was insanley skinny, i would get chills and this weird feeling like in my bones. idk. its hard to say. but that could so easily happen to anyone. its so serious and so scary. thats like one of the things i was actually considering doing with my life, studying and helping people wtih eating disorders. i think i can understand it. i know everyones going to freak out and be like o how would you know, and how i dont have a clue. but seriously. i can understand it. i know people who have eating disorders and it just worries me so much. i saw like some people making jokes and stuff during the movie. that disgusted me. i dont get how some people can pass it of as nothing. its a real disease that kills so many people and ruins so many lives.
k so today i drove for the first time. nothing to bad happebed. i made some wierd mistakes though. like randomly swurving for absolutely no reason, or making a horrible left turn, like insanley bad, or hitting the curb. but that was basically it. i didn't do that horrible, but hte guy never really instructed me at all. like he taught the other girl how to do one handed turns, because it helps you learn and its easier, but he never did that to me and i was like wtf. so gipped. so next is on thursday. wish me luck. i think i might have to change lanes and ook in my mirrors all the time and stuff. scary scary scary. ah.
yeah so im definatley not an alcoholic. everyone thinks i am just because im irish and i happen to know how to make certain drinks and how they taste. its not like i go home and get hammered after a long day. ive sipped. thats it really. ive just made a lot of drinks for a lot of people. i would be such a good bartender. ha. man i should do that. cyote ugly. ha.
most definatley love you all. and i love how i started saying : yeah so i most definatley. got that from katie n maybe becca. idk. i just noticed that i start saying that sometimes.
still no cartwheel. i think i just cant do it. like its a physical impossibility. seriously different people had tried to really teach me and everything and ive practiced, but i still cant do one at all. its so depressing. but my splits got a little better. like a few inches. which is sorta sad considering how long i have been stretching. but good i guess. i want this bad but i still have a feeling im never going to get it.
anyway im in a horrible mood. so behind in bio. im so stressed and sick its not even funny anymore. since when did everything get so suddenly hard.
one last thing. i hate it when people ditch other people. if you say to someone o weve got to hang out soon. o were gonna do this n that n go shopping and to the movies and its gonna be so much fun. and then you go and do something else with someone else. its not cool. so just dont even say anything if you have no intentions. comment please
tidal waves theyrip right through me
tears from eyes worn cold and sad
pick me up now
i need you so bad
love always
robs
k so today i drove for the first time. nothing to bad happebed. i made some wierd mistakes though. like randomly swurving for absolutely no reason, or making a horrible left turn, like insanley bad, or hitting the curb. but that was basically it. i didn't do that horrible, but hte guy never really instructed me at all. like he taught the other girl how to do one handed turns, because it helps you learn and its easier, but he never did that to me and i was like wtf. so gipped. so next is on thursday. wish me luck. i think i might have to change lanes and ook in my mirrors all the time and stuff. scary scary scary. ah.
yeah so im definatley not an alcoholic. everyone thinks i am just because im irish and i happen to know how to make certain drinks and how they taste. its not like i go home and get hammered after a long day. ive sipped. thats it really. ive just made a lot of drinks for a lot of people. i would be such a good bartender. ha. man i should do that. cyote ugly. ha.
most definatley love you all. and i love how i started saying : yeah so i most definatley. got that from katie n maybe becca. idk. i just noticed that i start saying that sometimes.
still no cartwheel. i think i just cant do it. like its a physical impossibility. seriously different people had tried to really teach me and everything and ive practiced, but i still cant do one at all. its so depressing. but my splits got a little better. like a few inches. which is sorta sad considering how long i have been stretching. but good i guess. i want this bad but i still have a feeling im never going to get it.
anyway im in a horrible mood. so behind in bio. im so stressed and sick its not even funny anymore. since when did everything get so suddenly hard.
one last thing. i hate it when people ditch other people. if you say to someone o weve got to hang out soon. o were gonna do this n that n go shopping and to the movies and its gonna be so much fun. and then you go and do something else with someone else. its not cool. so just dont even say anything if you have no intentions. comment please
tidal waves theyrip right through me
tears from eyes worn cold and sad
pick me up now
i need you so bad
love always
robs