i wish you could be happy

[xo_robbie_ox]

wow a lot of things just hit me recently. its been pretty intense. umm lets see today was so flipping easy. i did work in one class, and that was for about 10 minutes. i loved it. umm lets see everything was pretty normal. umm in health talked to gabs the whole time, and then i ate all her cookies at lunch, and then i felt bad. ha im such a dork. yeah then spanish. i dont even want to think about it really. i feel so violated. umm lunch everyone said i was pretty depressed. i was just in one of those moods today i guess. idk. everyone was like omg todays is our last full day of school. im pretty flippin excited but kinda sad to. im gonna miss seeing those people evryday hat i never really hang out with you know. i mean i know im gonna see my firneds, just not veryday, but i know this summer im just not going to see a few people. and hat makes me sad, but im not gonna cry or anything on thursday. trust me. im not one of those. bio final tomorrow. thats the only one im really going to actually study really hard for. well atleast try. im not quite sure it will happen though because i honestly can not force myself to do it now. i just cant. i swear my grades all sart out in the high 90's in the begining of school, and they slowly start to decline. i dont have b's or anything. but just not as good of a's. which means i have to try on my finals. i mean first semester, i could get an a- in math and not even show up for the final, and now i have to do semi well. just sucks. and now im afirad of getting a b in bio, because someone told me if you have a b you dont get a 4 point. no one ever told me that before. but that scared me. i probably sound like the biggest uptight prude now. but we, i have standards. thursday=insanley good day. getting a ride home in a limo. umm yeah. then t's party. then fountain walking or something else with my jon ktd and probably some other people that i havent told yet, but theyre going. and im gonna d osomething on friday too. i can have people over son, because my rooms is almost clean. umm yes! my pool is fixed, just not clean yet. i now your all excited. im ungrounded from driving, but now i cant because my sister is supposed to take her test soon, and she sucks so bad that shes drives everywhere because she needs the pratice. wtf. i hope she fails. shes such a biotch.
umm got my atm card today. made me feel special. to bad i dont think im aloud to use it yet. but o well. im still cooler then youall.
lately sometimes i have trouble getting sound out. like my voice sounds weird and stuff. idk. like i havent had enough air to get words out. it weird. idk. ha
im in the mood for one of hose long meaningfull talks. who's up for it.
comment becaue no one does anymore

love always
robs