i can honestly say
okay have you ever just really really wateed to tell someone they look like shit. omg i really wish i could sometimes and not have them all freak out.
umm lets see so lately everyone has been all sad and depressed. and i was just reading all their journals and i was like wow i totaly get it. same here. but then you dont really know what to say because everything just seems to suck and it seems like theres no way to make it better. and like whats the point of me saying o im always there for you nfgihalerig and so on. because wel everyones going to say that and care so much. but most of the time peple cant see how muc you actually do give a shit about them. and by saying o man i love you so much, it seems hollow and they just dont get it. i just dont want to seem all superficial and what not. you know. but anyway ill seriously always be there for any of you for anything. and most of you know that. but some of you dont. so im seriously there fo you all alright. even if i havent seen you in so long. i dont care we. im here. i hope that all made sense. i love all my girls. and my guys arent bad as well.
so my break has sucked. umm lets see, ive worked on the kitchen and done laundry. yes. i think now i get to gogrocery shopping. oo watch out. but atleast itl get me out of the house. im basically grounded until my room is clean. and since ive been in the kitchen, no time for folding ym clothes or going throught them or we, so now i have this big huge pile and no where to put it. yes. and today is the birthday bash. and ofcrouse im all depreseed. school tomorrow. Shit. really dont feel like going, but do i ever. theres something like 6 or so days left right? i guess it cant be that bad, or you know with all the stuff going on lately it could. bio grade tomorrow too. wish me luck. im going to need it!
you only have to hear something so many times befoer you start to believe it. and the bad is always easier to believe.
love always
beav
umm lets see so lately everyone has been all sad and depressed. and i was just reading all their journals and i was like wow i totaly get it. same here. but then you dont really know what to say because everything just seems to suck and it seems like theres no way to make it better. and like whats the point of me saying o im always there for you nfgihalerig and so on. because wel everyones going to say that and care so much. but most of the time peple cant see how muc you actually do give a shit about them. and by saying o man i love you so much, it seems hollow and they just dont get it. i just dont want to seem all superficial and what not. you know. but anyway ill seriously always be there for any of you for anything. and most of you know that. but some of you dont. so im seriously there fo you all alright. even if i havent seen you in so long. i dont care we. im here. i hope that all made sense. i love all my girls. and my guys arent bad as well.
so my break has sucked. umm lets see, ive worked on the kitchen and done laundry. yes. i think now i get to gogrocery shopping. oo watch out. but atleast itl get me out of the house. im basically grounded until my room is clean. and since ive been in the kitchen, no time for folding ym clothes or going throught them or we, so now i have this big huge pile and no where to put it. yes. and today is the birthday bash. and ofcrouse im all depreseed. school tomorrow. Shit. really dont feel like going, but do i ever. theres something like 6 or so days left right? i guess it cant be that bad, or you know with all the stuff going on lately it could. bio grade tomorrow too. wish me luck. im going to need it!
you only have to hear something so many times befoer you start to believe it. and the bad is always easier to believe.
love always
beav