i found a new way to fuck up

[xo_robbie_ox]

so umm yeah. life has pretty much sucked lately. i have no idea what im going to do net year. this is not good. really not good. my mom wants me to do student council. student council. thats sad man. real sad. god i fucked up so hugely. so yeah not much to talk about. im just really pissed and disappointed. but o well. i can deal with it. i just dont know what im gonna do next year, and thats the worst part. god this fucking sucks. i have to be good at something. other then making becca laugh :). well fuck my ass. ha i love you. o and speaking of becca, friday went home wit her and watched oprah. good times. and my dad bought a car. a used one as always. its a fucking escort. hooray. its times like these when you wish you had money. o man. he cant even fit inside its so ridiculous. i passed my drivers ed test. 98 bitches. well i guess that means im smart, but thats not gonna get me anywhere if i cant find something to do. how hard is it to find a sport. christ im such an ass. anyway. my kitchen is still not finished. my mom is still pissed. my dad is still just off and my sister is gay. she has an interview at quiznos today. i hope she gets it, then maybe she can get my a job there. then that will be my excuse for not having an extra ciricular activity. o god this is sad. the worst part of failing, is watching others suceed. then theres telling them you messed up, and those pity looks, those are my favorite. have a good one guys. i know you will. god i dont want to go to school on monday. i hate it when you get your hopes up. do any of you really think i deserved it.

love always
robs - faggy -