"There are many things that I would like to say to you, but I don't know how..."
I wish things didn't have to be like this...
I just don't understand my life sometimes. I can't even have a relationship with the most important person in my life. And I don't mean "relationship"... I mean friendship. There's just too much fighting. I have to do what's best even though it hurts... It sucks so bad. I just can't take the stress anymore.
I hate this. So much.
And I mean Heaven forbid there be a hint of something good entering my world... Everything will work out eventually but I really can't tell if nothing's going my way, or if I'm just so ready for school to get out that I'm driving myself crazy. Probably a little of both. I'm thinking about stuff too much. I just need a break I think.
Allison you always get me when nobody else does. I <3 you.
Hopefully things will look better in the morning...
I just don't understand my life sometimes. I can't even have a relationship with the most important person in my life. And I don't mean "relationship"... I mean friendship. There's just too much fighting. I have to do what's best even though it hurts... It sucks so bad. I just can't take the stress anymore.
I hate this. So much.
And I mean Heaven forbid there be a hint of something good entering my world... Everything will work out eventually but I really can't tell if nothing's going my way, or if I'm just so ready for school to get out that I'm driving myself crazy. Probably a little of both. I'm thinking about stuff too much. I just need a break I think.
Allison you always get me when nobody else does. I <3 you.
Hopefully things will look better in the morning...