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wow i havent updated in a while .. nothing exciting has realy happened ..club finally started up .. my coach is pretty damn tuff ..lol it sux and on top of that softball tryouts are on tuesday!!! so im pretty nervous about that but with volleyball and softball im guna be in damn good shape!!! ... lol my first volleyball tournament is in disney!! so that should be fun plus me n jeni are on the same team
well today i didnt realy do much i just came home talked on the phone and then went to youth group but thats pretty much it .. im still realy confused about wade i duno nemore .. i mean i love him and ive never felt this way about neone EVER!! n i realy do wana b with him for the rest of my life but im only in 9th grade i should still be having fun.. not beating myself up over a guy .. i mean i know for the fact we are guna b with eachother but i never know things can change but for now i just wana have fun .. but its hard wen u love someone so much and u guys have such a good relationship like me n wade .. u always feel like u gota a huge brick on ur shoulder and i always feel restriceted ... but i duno all i know is i love him but im leaving it to God to work things out between me and him lol and i quess watever happens is at his will so0o.. i duno wats guna hapen nemore
Ne_WaYs!!! lol lwc homecoming is in like 2 weeks so that should be fun!! lol and then i think im going to the fair o friday!! i cant wait lol ... so many ppl are going on friday so ill prob see alot of ppl ... neways im guna split n get ready for school tom x0x lAtE__
well today i didnt realy do much i just came home talked on the phone and then went to youth group but thats pretty much it .. im still realy confused about wade i duno nemore .. i mean i love him and ive never felt this way about neone EVER!! n i realy do wana b with him for the rest of my life but im only in 9th grade i should still be having fun.. not beating myself up over a guy .. i mean i know for the fact we are guna b with eachother but i never know things can change but for now i just wana have fun .. but its hard wen u love someone so much and u guys have such a good relationship like me n wade .. u always feel like u gota a huge brick on ur shoulder and i always feel restriceted ... but i duno all i know is i love him but im leaving it to God to work things out between me and him lol and i quess watever happens is at his will so0o.. i duno wats guna hapen nemore
Ne_WaYs!!! lol lwc homecoming is in like 2 weeks so that should be fun!! lol and then i think im going to the fair o friday!! i cant wait lol ... so many ppl are going on friday so ill prob see alot of ppl ... neways im guna split n get ready for school tom x0x lAtE__