LONELY N FEELING LIKE SHYT!!!

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wow ... last night was new years eve .. so karin jaclyn and liz came over and then riley came over 2 and then this kid josh came .. but then we got in trouble im not guna get into it .. but it was so retarted my mom is so gay!! but w.e im over it lol i just feel bad ...NEWAYS!! lol omg im effing sik of waiting for wade i know hes in trouble and stuff but its just dumb going 3 months now without talking to ur boyfriend i think thats a little messed up if u ask me but w.e ... im doing my best to move on and stop thinking about him cuz hes always in my head no matter wat cuz i know this sounds stupid but i realy dont care wat other ppl think hes the only guy that i can see myself with in a serious serious relationship ... but i think the best thing for me to do is try and move on ... i realy want someone who will treat me good And be a good boyfriend ... cuz i realy just want someone that i can be myself with and have fun with and just be with .. but i quess im just having a prob finding a guy lol .. i dont know tho anymore i realy dont wana get hurt anymore than i already have but i just want someone to be there for me u know ... so hopefully ill meat a guy soon cuz i wana b happy again .. and im defenitly not now ... but im guna split ill post up later x0x
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o im getting me bellybutton peirced with jeni!!!!!!! OYEAH!!!