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I got my homecoming dress Saturday. It's cute. I'm not going to describe it though. I get to have my hair and make-up done also. I'm excited =) Not going too overboard. It's going to be simple.
Really been stressed out about the whole Greenie Growl thing and Freshman T-shirts. But Greenie Growl is done and freshman t-shirts almost are.
I have yet to be asked to homecoming. Not sure if I even want a date. But I do want a boy, because I miss having one. Someone to cuddle with, someone to be close with. And I realize the boy I like a lot of other girls like too. Some of those girls are my friends, and people who I am getting closer to... and I guess they all know I like him. So that just makes things a little more complicated. Not that I have a chance anyways. I've been lied to a lot, and I don't know if I even trust boys. Someone told me that they'd always be here for me, always love me, always be someone I could talk to, run to, and that they'd never leave me. What a bunch of bullshit.
Why do people have to change? And why do some people feel the need to reinvent themselves? I know I've changed but not into a completely different person. Maybe I'm maturing? But it's completely different when you go from one extreme to the other... hypocritical too.
There's always something to look forward to though. For instance, I have white days Mon., Tues., and Wed. this week =) And a greenie gral meeting Thursday!
Really been stressed out about the whole Greenie Growl thing and Freshman T-shirts. But Greenie Growl is done and freshman t-shirts almost are.
I have yet to be asked to homecoming. Not sure if I even want a date. But I do want a boy, because I miss having one. Someone to cuddle with, someone to be close with. And I realize the boy I like a lot of other girls like too. Some of those girls are my friends, and people who I am getting closer to... and I guess they all know I like him. So that just makes things a little more complicated. Not that I have a chance anyways. I've been lied to a lot, and I don't know if I even trust boys. Someone told me that they'd always be here for me, always love me, always be someone I could talk to, run to, and that they'd never leave me. What a bunch of bullshit.
Why do people have to change? And why do some people feel the need to reinvent themselves? I know I've changed but not into a completely different person. Maybe I'm maturing? But it's completely different when you go from one extreme to the other... hypocritical too.
There's always something to look forward to though. For instance, I have white days Mon., Tues., and Wed. this week =) And a greenie gral meeting Thursday!