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how do you deal with this?
How are you supposed to live after you loose the one person who means everything to you? You're supposed to just go to sleep, and wake up the next day and not think about that person? I'm sorry but I can't do that. I can't sleep. And when I finally do its 8am and i sleep all the next day because, why wake up?
How do you move on? How do you let go? Why is life so hard?
I thought about it a lot last night, when i couldn't sleep. I fucked up. I made a mistake, I will be the first one to admit that. Why is it that when he fucks up, it's okay. But when I do, it's not?
I feel so alone right now. I'm fine when I'm out with people, but the truth is, the only person I want to be with doesn't even want to speak to me. So how am I supposed to go out and pretend like I'm having a great time when inside I'm dying?
I had to get out of the house, so I drove around. I secretly told ever car on the road to please hit me. They didn't obey, and I'm not going to lie, I'm disappointed.
How?
What?
Why?
When?
How do you move on? How do you pretend like he meant nothing? How does he pretend like I meant nothing?
What the fuck was I thinking?
Why is this so hard, why can't I move on?
When is it going to be better
How are you supposed to live after you loose the one person who means everything to you? You're supposed to just go to sleep, and wake up the next day and not think about that person? I'm sorry but I can't do that. I can't sleep. And when I finally do its 8am and i sleep all the next day because, why wake up?
How do you move on? How do you let go? Why is life so hard?
I thought about it a lot last night, when i couldn't sleep. I fucked up. I made a mistake, I will be the first one to admit that. Why is it that when he fucks up, it's okay. But when I do, it's not?
I feel so alone right now. I'm fine when I'm out with people, but the truth is, the only person I want to be with doesn't even want to speak to me. So how am I supposed to go out and pretend like I'm having a great time when inside I'm dying?
I had to get out of the house, so I drove around. I secretly told ever car on the road to please hit me. They didn't obey, and I'm not going to lie, I'm disappointed.
How?
What?
Why?
When?
How do you move on? How do you pretend like he meant nothing? How does he pretend like I meant nothing?
What the fuck was I thinking?
Why is this so hard, why can't I move on?
When is it going to be better