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you know what, im gunna be honest.
im pissed off. im irritated and honestly, im really hurt.
people i care about can't return my calls. not today, not yesterday, not the day before, and not tomorrow.
or ever, probably.
and im sick of it.
im sick of reaching out and getting nothing.
and im sorry about all of this.
im also really fucking tired of having to pick up other peoples slack.
i dont know if 177 breakdown sheets means anything to you,
but it was really hard, and really tedious, but i did it.
and you know what, 26 call sheets isnt that bad,
so just fucking do them because i want to know what time i have to be on set.
i want to plan my life accordingly.
everything is due tomorrow, and for some people that doesnt matter or mean shit.
there are only 2 people in working closely with who are working as hard or harder than me.
and thats tommy and alyson.
if your the UPM (unit production manager) then do your fucking job.
and stop expecting me to do it for you.
177 breakdown sheets, thats your job, not mine.
IM NOT SUPPOSED TO BE DOING ANYTHING BUT ACT.
and i cant just act because i care about this movie too fucking much.
and i dont want tommy to have to deal with this shit.
i know who is working hard, and who isn't.
alyson has been working her ass off to get everything done by deadline.
and she would have everything done if people were reliable.
so i've been filling in and trying to help her out.
robert hasn't done shit.
shaun is seriously slacking.
26 call sheets sheets. not that hard.
if you say your going to do something, then do it.
and if you dont end up doing it, then please just call.
this isnt directed at any one person.
its just a rant.
im just really irritated and stressed out and i see one person helping me.
im pissed off. im irritated and honestly, im really hurt.
people i care about can't return my calls. not today, not yesterday, not the day before, and not tomorrow.
or ever, probably.
and im sick of it.
im sick of reaching out and getting nothing.
and im sorry about all of this.
im also really fucking tired of having to pick up other peoples slack.
i dont know if 177 breakdown sheets means anything to you,
but it was really hard, and really tedious, but i did it.
and you know what, 26 call sheets isnt that bad,
so just fucking do them because i want to know what time i have to be on set.
i want to plan my life accordingly.
everything is due tomorrow, and for some people that doesnt matter or mean shit.
there are only 2 people in working closely with who are working as hard or harder than me.
and thats tommy and alyson.
if your the UPM (unit production manager) then do your fucking job.
and stop expecting me to do it for you.
177 breakdown sheets, thats your job, not mine.
IM NOT SUPPOSED TO BE DOING ANYTHING BUT ACT.
and i cant just act because i care about this movie too fucking much.
and i dont want tommy to have to deal with this shit.
i know who is working hard, and who isn't.
alyson has been working her ass off to get everything done by deadline.
and she would have everything done if people were reliable.
so i've been filling in and trying to help her out.
robert hasn't done shit.
shaun is seriously slacking.
26 call sheets sheets. not that hard.
if you say your going to do something, then do it.
and if you dont end up doing it, then please just call.
this isnt directed at any one person.
its just a rant.
im just really irritated and stressed out and i see one person helping me.