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[xo_miss_bell]

the way i see it
god is never mean to me.
god just likes to tease a little.
a lot.
and i must say, from god's point of view
it's quite funny
to me, that isn't mean. because i thought about it
in that way.

and it helps me to realize that-
no, things aren't perfectly perfect in a perfect kind of way
but they never will be and that's okay :)

he's not mean.
it also helps me realize
that when i think something's bad
i'm stressing myself out more than i have to
because it could have been worse.

but i do forget that sometimes.

um, it's saturday
and i want this to be big
but i don't know why
now it's bold.
you are cool.

now it's small.
byeseeyoulater.