update long needed.
so..
it's been a very long time. my life has been very busy, and i felt like taking a break from it all and just letting everything out. i know not many people, if ANY, will read this.. so it's farely easy to talk. i've recently realized that i am very thankful for having the few special people in my life that i do. first, there's my family. they're the best i could ever ask for - even though at times we dont get along, i still love them and wouldnt trade them for the WORLD. secondly, there's megan. megan is one of my most recent additions to my short list of friends. i guess i met her around the fair time, and we've been chatting ever since. we've hung out quiet a few times and managed to make a MILLION insiders. thirdly, i have brian. ahhh BRIAN. where do i start? brian is like my saving grace. he has helped me find myself and let myself really know what i want for myself. i think, for now, brian is my best friend. we dont get to spend much time together due to school and the lame 5 year difference in our ages, but every second i do spend with him, i cherish it. he's helped me find ME and has changed my life. i'm in love with a boy that has no idea.
mom left this afternoon for new york city. she'll be gone until next wed. i think this will be a good experience for her, but i really will honestly miss her. i love my mommy, it'll be weird without her.
tonight i spent time with nate and j.r. - the crazy couple from hell. i tell ya, they fight worse than an old couple. so it started out just me and nate, but we managed to pass jr on finley hwy and so he decided to follow us to the river. blah, the RIVER. is there anything that special about it? i didnt think so! but anyways - we saw lots of deer while doing a little bit of illegal spotlighting. then, magically, i pissed nate off like always. it's always my fault. he got upset when brian and cc both sent me a text msg and then megan called, so he was very upset - boo hoo hoo. i cant help that i love brian and megan and that my life does not revolve around my boyfriend and him only. so, we went and looked at some trucks, rode around for a little bit, then, after a LONG, odd night.. i got home.
and here i am now, at 1.47 in the morning, typing this out for no one to read.
it's been a very long time. my life has been very busy, and i felt like taking a break from it all and just letting everything out. i know not many people, if ANY, will read this.. so it's farely easy to talk. i've recently realized that i am very thankful for having the few special people in my life that i do. first, there's my family. they're the best i could ever ask for - even though at times we dont get along, i still love them and wouldnt trade them for the WORLD. secondly, there's megan. megan is one of my most recent additions to my short list of friends. i guess i met her around the fair time, and we've been chatting ever since. we've hung out quiet a few times and managed to make a MILLION insiders. thirdly, i have brian. ahhh BRIAN. where do i start? brian is like my saving grace. he has helped me find myself and let myself really know what i want for myself. i think, for now, brian is my best friend. we dont get to spend much time together due to school and the lame 5 year difference in our ages, but every second i do spend with him, i cherish it. he's helped me find ME and has changed my life. i'm in love with a boy that has no idea.
mom left this afternoon for new york city. she'll be gone until next wed. i think this will be a good experience for her, but i really will honestly miss her. i love my mommy, it'll be weird without her.
tonight i spent time with nate and j.r. - the crazy couple from hell. i tell ya, they fight worse than an old couple. so it started out just me and nate, but we managed to pass jr on finley hwy and so he decided to follow us to the river. blah, the RIVER. is there anything that special about it? i didnt think so! but anyways - we saw lots of deer while doing a little bit of illegal spotlighting. then, magically, i pissed nate off like always. it's always my fault. he got upset when brian and cc both sent me a text msg and then megan called, so he was very upset - boo hoo hoo. i cant help that i love brian and megan and that my life does not revolve around my boyfriend and him only. so, we went and looked at some trucks, rode around for a little bit, then, after a LONG, odd night.. i got home.
and here i am now, at 1.47 in the morning, typing this out for no one to read.