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Alright well, I don't have the energy to recap everything I've missed. But I may be able to hit up some key points.. lol
I popped my tire last Thursday. I got it fixed Friday... I'm so dumb =P
Brittini & Lyndsay aren't friends. When Brittini was staying w/Lyndsay she had her little "party" or some shit. I don't know.. apparently they didn't get home till like 4 am? I don't really care.
Stacie's trying to be friends with us nonchalantly. Bethany and her are still sort of close and Lyndsay and her are alright. I don't think I'll ever be her friend. I mean, whatever, the past is the past, but that doesn't mean I have to be her friend.
Lyndsay's upset and won't tell me why. She's all 'it's personal and i'll tell you just not right now' ..and I don't get it. But then she's like don't get mad at Stacie's away which was like "going out with Lynds" and I hadn't even noticed or cared much. So apparently she can tell Stacie but not me.. I told her she didn't even have to tell me but she's not getting any pity.
I'm not going to feel bad for her if she won't tell me what's bugging her. I mean, if she actually does I may feel bad for saying this.. but I'm willing to bend over backwards to make sure she's alright and she doesn't want to tell me, and also won't talk to me?
Like she didn't come to school today because she was "emotional" and I asked her what was wrong lalala and I guess she stressed or something. And I told her I'm here lalala and she was like okay thanks. and ran out with Stacie. Whatever. It's prolly like she's pregnant and Stacie understands cause she's such a hoe.
Whatever.
Scotty and me have been talking like a bunch more. I mean, we talked, yeah. But now we're talking more. Lol I pay too close attention.
One thing I will never get. Why is he always talking about me. Like when I popped my tire, we went to the soccer game after and I told him about it. lol=) & he was like omg! and then he was talking to Nick about it and Steve about it.. and he like brought it up cause I didn't tell them..lol. And whatever, gossip about stuff okay.. But he tells Steve a bunch of stuff about me like that. Everytime something happens he's always like yeah Scotty told me this that and the other thing. Nothing bad, just random things. I don't know.
I'm sure I'm just over-analyzing shit.. but just the little things..
Oh well. That's all that's interesting. Cheer Comp on Sat.! Go Sharks =P
I spend too much time thinking about
what will never happen, and dressing up
for a boy who will never notice.