Shattered Into Peices
School Was The Same This Past Week
Gay And Boring As Usual
But Whatever : )
Thursday :
After School I Had A Talk With My Mom. We're Moving To Va Beach At The End Of April !! Whoop Whoop. Im Having A BIG Going Away Party, Its Gonna Be Awesome. Later On That Day I Went To My Aunts House And Saw My Cousins. I Havent Been Over There In Forever. I Wasnt In The Best Mood Either, But Whatever. We Didnt Stay Long, Only Until Like 8:30.
Saturday :
Well I Woke Up And Got Ready. Then I Went Over To Amber And Breanna's For Their Birthday Party. When I Got There It Was Me Paige Brea Erica Amy And Amber. I Was With Paige And Brea Most The Time. Then Paige's Big Brother Jay Got There And We Just Hung Out And Stuff, PLayed A Little Basketball, And Ate Pizza. After Awhile Buddy Aaron And Marina Got There. I STILL Hung Out With Paige Brea And Jay The Whole Time. After They Left Me And Brea Went Out To The Tree Fort With The Rest Of Them People. I Smelled Alcohol As Soon As I Went Near Amy, I Drank A Little Bit Of Hers. Idk Me And Brea Just Kept Going Inside And Out. Then We Went Back Up There, And Everyone Left To The " Bathroom? " So Yeah It Was Just Me And Brea. Drinking Lemonade And Bacardi. When They Came Back It Got Pretty Interesting, I Was Having Fun LMAO. Aaron Was Wasted, Amber Amy And I Were Buzzed/Drunk. Then All Of Us Got Into The Car With Ambers Mom And Took Buddy And Aaron Home Around Two. Idk Things With Me And Amber Werent Doing So Well. Everyone There THOUGHT They Understood, But They Dont Get It At All. It Was Pretty Gay The Rest Of The Night. Everytime I Walked In A Room They Were Talking About Me. I Kept Telling People I Didnt Wanna Hang Out With Amber No More, And Told Amy We Couldnt Hang Out No More Because Me And Amber Werent. IDFK What Was Going On. Well I Started Talking To Amber About It, Then We Were On The Phone With Buddy, He Didnt Know I Was On The Other Line And He Called Me A " Stupid Fucking Spic ". LMFAO I Was PISSED BEYOND PISSED. I Hate Him So Much. And Its Like Seriously My So - Called " Best Friends " Didnt Do Shit About It, They Didnt Care At All. But Whatever To Them IDFC. By The End Of The Night Things Were ALL Screwed Up. Then Around 6 Everyone Went To Bed. Last Thing I Said To Amber Was " Im So Sorry, I Love You And I Dont Ever Want Us To Stop Being Best Friends. " And I Held Her Arm The Whole Night Til I Fell Asleep. Obviously That Didnt Matter Because Everyone Kept Talking Shit About Me And Starting Shit Again. So Yeah Idk, Erica Never Liked Me So Shes Probably Happy That Me Amber And Amy Arent Friends/Fighting, And Yeah Shes Going To The Fall Out Boy Concert In My Place I Guess? And Im Not Going To Homecoming With Them Now. I Called Paige And Talked Things Out With Her. I Love Her For Being A Good Best Friend That She Is, And Understanding. I Couldnt Help Myself From Crying So Damn Much, So I Just Called Me Mom And Got The Hell Out Of There.
Homecoming - Zachary Kenneth Smith
Whom I Love And Adore So Much <3
Gay And Boring As Usual
But Whatever : )
Thursday :
After School I Had A Talk With My Mom. We're Moving To Va Beach At The End Of April !! Whoop Whoop. Im Having A BIG Going Away Party, Its Gonna Be Awesome. Later On That Day I Went To My Aunts House And Saw My Cousins. I Havent Been Over There In Forever. I Wasnt In The Best Mood Either, But Whatever. We Didnt Stay Long, Only Until Like 8:30.
Saturday :
Well I Woke Up And Got Ready. Then I Went Over To Amber And Breanna's For Their Birthday Party. When I Got There It Was Me Paige Brea Erica Amy And Amber. I Was With Paige And Brea Most The Time. Then Paige's Big Brother Jay Got There And We Just Hung Out And Stuff, PLayed A Little Basketball, And Ate Pizza. After Awhile Buddy Aaron And Marina Got There. I STILL Hung Out With Paige Brea And Jay The Whole Time. After They Left Me And Brea Went Out To The Tree Fort With The Rest Of Them People. I Smelled Alcohol As Soon As I Went Near Amy, I Drank A Little Bit Of Hers. Idk Me And Brea Just Kept Going Inside And Out. Then We Went Back Up There, And Everyone Left To The " Bathroom? " So Yeah It Was Just Me And Brea. Drinking Lemonade And Bacardi. When They Came Back It Got Pretty Interesting, I Was Having Fun LMAO. Aaron Was Wasted, Amber Amy And I Were Buzzed/Drunk. Then All Of Us Got Into The Car With Ambers Mom And Took Buddy And Aaron Home Around Two. Idk Things With Me And Amber Werent Doing So Well. Everyone There THOUGHT They Understood, But They Dont Get It At All. It Was Pretty Gay The Rest Of The Night. Everytime I Walked In A Room They Were Talking About Me. I Kept Telling People I Didnt Wanna Hang Out With Amber No More, And Told Amy We Couldnt Hang Out No More Because Me And Amber Werent. IDFK What Was Going On. Well I Started Talking To Amber About It, Then We Were On The Phone With Buddy, He Didnt Know I Was On The Other Line And He Called Me A " Stupid Fucking Spic ". LMFAO I Was PISSED BEYOND PISSED. I Hate Him So Much. And Its Like Seriously My So - Called " Best Friends " Didnt Do Shit About It, They Didnt Care At All. But Whatever To Them IDFC. By The End Of The Night Things Were ALL Screwed Up. Then Around 6 Everyone Went To Bed. Last Thing I Said To Amber Was " Im So Sorry, I Love You And I Dont Ever Want Us To Stop Being Best Friends. " And I Held Her Arm The Whole Night Til I Fell Asleep. Obviously That Didnt Matter Because Everyone Kept Talking Shit About Me And Starting Shit Again. So Yeah Idk, Erica Never Liked Me So Shes Probably Happy That Me Amber And Amy Arent Friends/Fighting, And Yeah Shes Going To The Fall Out Boy Concert In My Place I Guess? And Im Not Going To Homecoming With Them Now. I Called Paige And Talked Things Out With Her. I Love Her For Being A Good Best Friend That She Is, And Understanding. I Couldnt Help Myself From Crying So Damn Much, So I Just Called Me Mom And Got The Hell Out Of There.
Homecoming - Zachary Kenneth Smith
Whom I Love And Adore So Much <3