Mar 29, 2005 20:29
this s u c k s..i wrote a little poem type thingy cuz i just had a small tantrum...if you know what i mean..wow i really dunno wut 2 do ne more..sighh...
as much as i tell myself i dont care, i know deep down inside i really do. its hurting me, just thinking of you..what your doing this very moment.have you met anyone, anyone that can take my place?it kills me to think everything is gone.im jealous of ever single person u talk to or even walk by because not only are they seeing you but they are doing something that im dreaming, wishing i could be doing right now..talking to you.do you tell them about me?i doubt it.its funny how im hidden behind one little word..sentence or even nod.you probally act like i dont even exist, and that second i am forgotten about, all our thousands of talks, laughs fights gone. and now theyre in the picture...where did i go?they think they know you.they dont.no one knows you as much as i do.they dont know your every thought,concern, actions, they dont finish your sentences like i do.are you afraid to tell them about me.afraid of what they might think or say.i know i am. people are gonna throw us 101 reasons why we shounldnt be together...but i have the 1 reason why we should..and thats because i love you<33