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so...heres the update everyones been waiting for...
-sigh- yes the rumor is true...
since saturday morning EVERYTHING i mean everything has been total hell!
im not gonna say exactly what happened cuz i dont think eric wants the whole world knowing..however...i will just let you guys know a few things...
i talked 2 his mom twice since friday...she made me cry a little..telling me how sad he's been and all the advice she gave to me...she told me that im really the only positive thing that came out of this...she also told me how him not taking his medacine for adhd affected all of this..i told him to take it...
i also talked 2 eric twice since then also..sigh...we cried on the phone together...and he read me this note that wow tore my heart apart..we talked 4 like a hour..im basically the only one who has talked 2 him cuz his mom has him on lockdown...its sad how when you love someone nothing he or she does will do anything...when he called me sunday night i couldnt stop crying..it was only like 50 seconds cuz he was hiding 4rm his mom..he told me he just wanted to hear my voice..apologized 4674 times and said he loved me...i seriously have no idea wut to do...im not gonna tell you all that was in the note..and all he said, cuz well thats exxxtremely personal!
i want everyone to pray for him..he's in alot..i mean alot of trouble..hopefullly all gets better..his mom told me to just write to him or call her and shell talk to him about wut im saying..this is gonna be hell...
for that 1 girl..who was nice enough to ditch him...after knowing he was drunk and practically forcing him to follow her...i hope your extremely proud of yourself!dumb ass....
so..im left with the decision all to myself...everyones telling me to stay with him and thats basically wut i think im gonna do...when you love someone its prettty hard to just leave like nothing..wow especially like he said all the times that would be thrown away
i don't think anyone really gets the whole...situation cuz u only see the outside i guess...i know in everyones heads theyre like "wut is wrong with you forget him"..but i guess youll never know till ur in the position..which trust me u dont wanna be!
i feel horrible...especially since he told me he wouldnt go...but i insisted on him going...i could be really stupid some times...
well..
i think you guys have heard enough...
happy birthday babe=/
xoxoxo..i love you...
i went to the beah yesterday..it was fun...ive been at dians house since saturday...woohoo?
im gonna go guys...
gotta go think of a way to get my
notes 2 eric...ahhhhh
pray 4 him guys!!
<33,
leti
-sigh- yes the rumor is true...
since saturday morning EVERYTHING i mean everything has been total hell!
im not gonna say exactly what happened cuz i dont think eric wants the whole world knowing..however...i will just let you guys know a few things...
i talked 2 his mom twice since friday...she made me cry a little..telling me how sad he's been and all the advice she gave to me...she told me that im really the only positive thing that came out of this...she also told me how him not taking his medacine for adhd affected all of this..i told him to take it...
i also talked 2 eric twice since then also..sigh...we cried on the phone together...and he read me this note that wow tore my heart apart..we talked 4 like a hour..im basically the only one who has talked 2 him cuz his mom has him on lockdown...its sad how when you love someone nothing he or she does will do anything...when he called me sunday night i couldnt stop crying..it was only like 50 seconds cuz he was hiding 4rm his mom..he told me he just wanted to hear my voice..apologized 4674 times and said he loved me...i seriously have no idea wut to do...im not gonna tell you all that was in the note..and all he said, cuz well thats exxxtremely personal!
i want everyone to pray for him..he's in alot..i mean alot of trouble..hopefullly all gets better..his mom told me to just write to him or call her and shell talk to him about wut im saying..this is gonna be hell...
for that 1 girl..who was nice enough to ditch him...after knowing he was drunk and practically forcing him to follow her...i hope your extremely proud of yourself!dumb ass....
so..im left with the decision all to myself...everyones telling me to stay with him and thats basically wut i think im gonna do...when you love someone its prettty hard to just leave like nothing..wow especially like he said all the times that would be thrown away
i don't think anyone really gets the whole...situation cuz u only see the outside i guess...i know in everyones heads theyre like "wut is wrong with you forget him"..but i guess youll never know till ur in the position..which trust me u dont wanna be!
i feel horrible...especially since he told me he wouldnt go...but i insisted on him going...i could be really stupid some times...
well..
i think you guys have heard enough...
happy birthday babe=/
xoxoxo..i love you...
i went to the beah yesterday..it was fun...ive been at dians house since saturday...woohoo?
im gonna go guys...
gotta go think of a way to get my
notes 2 eric...ahhhhh
pray 4 him guys!!
<33,
leti