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well since now is my time to talk i guess ill get most of it.. i feel bad for val ive been trying to confort her as much as possible.. yeah anyway and people dont ask whats wrong with val cuz im not going to tell you... anyway today i went into manhatten to get my highlights re done this tim e i asked for a lighter blonde.. whoofa this came out real blonde and it kinda looks like i dyed it blonde which i cool cuz i always wanted to dye my hair blonde.. yesterday i slept at vals and tonight my parents went out.. i was listening to musc and talking to people which is kool anyway they came back and yeah right now they are watching like sports my dad and his friend and my mom and her frirnd are drinking tea or something.. now im still lsitening to music tlaking to serveral people and admiring my hair not only that but im thinking of a few things all at once..what am i thinking about:
Simon, Peter, Mike, Josh, Nick, Nick t, Phil, wanting to hook up with someone, wanting a boyfriend like to hold hands with in the halls and stuff.
its really upsetting me that i dont have a boyfriend i mean i think im pretty and all not to be concieded or nothin but yeah and im always walking thru the hall and dont get me wrong i think its cute but i see people holding hands and like kissing and hugging and i want that too.. i want someone to talk to and not someone who all he wants is ass you know? well... im still thinking... i really want a boyfriend...
ok tommorow i think im going upstate which is cool because i get to see josh jamie and maybe nick! anyway yeah school is ite i guess and i have to go think some more so.. yeah pce
-MwA<33