okay.....
i'm scared.
i get scared even more every time i talk to you. and you know why. i love being with you, i love just talking to you.... obviously b/c i do it constantly. lol i just know that i can tell you anything, in which i do. it started off us just being friends, and then best friends, in which you still are. but now it's different. we talked about this not too long ago. but now i am really scared about it. you mean alot to me and you know that. i care about you. but tonight, you completely threw me off. it scared the crap out of me and i hated it. no really scared me bad word less. lol i saw the way you and *i**i were and i just hated seeing you get hurt over and over again, but the thing was is that you were just as mean to her as she was to you.... does this mean we're gonna end up like that? b/c if so i'm not sure i want this. i like you alot and i'm just really concerned about it. i know you are too. you've told me so. i was hessitant to even say anything, but now that i have i guess i'll finish....
you know how i feel about you, and about us. you know what i like and don't like. you know what i want and what i hate. you know pretty much everything about me. i trust you , and i love you as one of my best friends. i really think that this... us could go somewhere. really be something, and that's what scares me the most. i hate relationships, and to be honest are completely scared of them, and abolutely terrified about getting hurt and you know that and constantly tell me you won't.... but how do i know? how do i know you won't be like the others that obviously don't have a prob. screwing me over.
this is why i hate relationships. i like you... alot. please, i'm asking you, don't be another one. you were there for me through all those, and helped me feel better you always have, now... it's your turn... don't let it go to waste. it's all you....don't hurt me please.
xoxo--nee
i get scared even more every time i talk to you. and you know why. i love being with you, i love just talking to you.... obviously b/c i do it constantly. lol i just know that i can tell you anything, in which i do. it started off us just being friends, and then best friends, in which you still are. but now it's different. we talked about this not too long ago. but now i am really scared about it. you mean alot to me and you know that. i care about you. but tonight, you completely threw me off. it scared the crap out of me and i hated it. no really scared me bad word less. lol i saw the way you and *i**i were and i just hated seeing you get hurt over and over again, but the thing was is that you were just as mean to her as she was to you.... does this mean we're gonna end up like that? b/c if so i'm not sure i want this. i like you alot and i'm just really concerned about it. i know you are too. you've told me so. i was hessitant to even say anything, but now that i have i guess i'll finish....
you know how i feel about you, and about us. you know what i like and don't like. you know what i want and what i hate. you know pretty much everything about me. i trust you , and i love you as one of my best friends. i really think that this... us could go somewhere. really be something, and that's what scares me the most. i hate relationships, and to be honest are completely scared of them, and abolutely terrified about getting hurt and you know that and constantly tell me you won't.... but how do i know? how do i know you won't be like the others that obviously don't have a prob. screwing me over.
this is why i hate relationships. i like you... alot. please, i'm asking you, don't be another one. you were there for me through all those, and helped me feel better you always have, now... it's your turn... don't let it go to waste. it's all you....don't hurt me please.
xoxo--nee