Jun 12, 2005 00:35
i fuckin hate this shit. my mom wuz all fuckin pissed off at me cuz i wuz gettin annoyed yesterday cuz she kept askin me shit about sumthin i didnt no. then when i got home 2day she wuz all nice then randomly turned into a bitch. so i asked her y she wuz mad n she wuz like "bcuz of wut u were bein a fuckin bitch 2 me about yesterday" so we got into this whole rgument n it sucked n so i am not talkin 2 her. i wish my dad wuz there but he wuz out so he couldnt back me up. i wish my mom wuznt in such a bitchy mood most of the time. i get in trouble 4 everythin n it is like everthing tht goes rong wit her is my fault. i dont think i would still b here w/o my friends. my homelife is unsatisfying a lot of the time and i cant take it anymore. i am happy i have all my friends to look out 4 me.
as i sit at home and hear her scream,
i wish it wuz only a dream.
afterwards i sit and cry,
and wonder wut would happen if i were 2 die.
but then i think of all my friends,
and realize my life should not end.
i thank u all for keeping me strong,
through my days so stressful and long.
without all of u i would not want to be here,
so as i write this i am shedding a tear.
as i think of how great u have been right from the start,
i write this poem 2 all of u from the bottom of my heart.
<3 alwayz
**sarah**