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Nov 03, 2006 23:56

i just watched high school musical...
lol
im home tonight, cuz mom made me =/
but its ok.
hah
pep rally today was fun.
cant wait to be a senior.
tomorrow night theres a huge party.
im going.
so i havent worked in 3 weeks.
but i got paychecks in the mail that are in needing of deposition. lol
i ahve to write a 9+ page story.
by tuesday.
i havent started :)
doesnt that make u smile?
imgetting an agent tomorrow.
i just wanna get outta here and just do what i love.
i know that sounds corny, but its true.
sometimes i just feel like aklsdfadlsjfkljFUCK YOU lol
so im single.
and the recovery is not half as bad as i figured it would be.
actually, it doesnt even cross my mind to tell u the truth.
i guess u get stronger every time you get hurt.
i dont necesarily even want a boyfriend.
but its nice to have someone who cares.
me and my friend tess are basically infatuated with the same guy.
isnt that lovely. lol

i dotn like to be alone.
tahts not a good thing i guess but i cant help it.
i am truly fascinated by people.

im being random but i cant help that either.
im in one of those moods.

i hate memories.
some of them anyway.
some are nice to have
and others,
i wish i didnt.

its windy and sort of rainy out.
just how i like it late at night..

some people think im crazy when i tell them what i wanna do.
but i cant see myself doing anything else.
even my brother.
"tahts never gonna happen"
but i know it will.
its more then just hope.
its destiny.

"it seems like when your not in love, everyone else in the world is."

thats a silly quote, isnt it? =)

i havent updated in a while.
i guess maybe not many thigns have been going on..
maybe my life is kinda boring.
nahh.
just tonight.

my hpa is a 3.79
i guess u could say im pretty proud of myself.
im doing a scene for i.e's with ALL seniors to compete with.
i am honored to be apart of that.
my headshots are finished, now all i need is an agent.
which should be taken care of tomorrow.

i need to read siddartha.
and of mice and men.
by tuesday.

i need to memorize my scene with wooobs.
by tuesday.

oh, and that fucking BOOK i have to write..
by tuesday.

oh man. goodnight lj.
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