Mar 16, 2005 22:30
I want a boy
who can wrestle with me & let me win
who I can talk to about anything
who laughs at my jokes
a boy who puts my cold hands in his warm hoodie pockets
who lets me use his sweatshirt for a pillow
who buys me 25 cent rings and sticky hands
who says i love you & means it
who calls unexpectantly at random times
who will have many inside jokes with me & remember each one
a boy who notices girls haircuts
who realizes that girls say things but dont mean them
who can tell me his problems & let me help
who saves his genuine big smiles for me.
who wears baseball hats & lets me wear his too
who knows my favorite color song car vegetable perfume & the color of my toothbrush
who tells me I have a nice laugh and a smile that lights up the room and simply be mine to hold
Today is different.. i don't look at you the same. I don't look at you and say to myself 'i wish he'd love me' because this morning when i woke up it just clicked.. just like that. I realized that you can never love me.. you won't let yourself. But that's all on you, not me, it was ur decision, not mine. So when ur thinking 'i wish she'd love me' remember that day when u told me that we'd never be anything more than friends
Well guys, Thursday and Friday are exams.. BLAH!!!!! I have World History and Biology tomar.. I've crammed everything in till I cannot possibly kno anymore!
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Love,
Ashli*