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It's hard to watch someone take credit for something you put everything into.It's hard to not feel a connection with someone that goes deeper than a word or metaphor.
I put my batterey in my metronome and all I hear is beep.beep.beep.beep. and it seems to put me at ease. It reminds me of something that makes me happy,that makes me feel alive. It is truey the only thing I really care about.
Sometimes I feel like I have no friends at all. Even though I shouldn't. With these great people that I can count on my hands, I still believe that if the case ever appeared- I wouldn't need anybody.
I don't need support, I need someone to GET IT. Not to understand by word but by feeling. and not one person who does that is quite possibly one of the lonliest things ever felt.
The one person who has the most potential still has alot of days to go by and doubts to feel and nights to craze through.I believe she wants it. Everyone drives at their own speed. She is a good fucking person. Despite her being picked apart.She's not always there and she gets caught up sometimes but at the end of the night she knows what'll save her life.You meet few people who change your life.
I feel alone in this journey but I've learned to swallow it whole.Only I know what I want, what I feel, why I feel it,& what I'm going to do with it.
"Try your best to change the world."
I've never been one to let a band's popularity churn in my stomach but most of those kids don't hear what they are saying, they see clothes & faces. They feel lust and a yearn to have their babies. Such a great band and good people should be looked at for more than that. For the messages they send, to the little notes they write on your ticket.
"Try your best to change the world."
I support every person with a dream wether they may be working towards it or living it. I have a respect for dreamers and for the selected few who run after it.Despite rejections,sacrifices, & a mind full of doubts- you are the most happy. The ones whose wondering hurts the most. Just go for it. Don't let it stop you.The ones who never forget who they are or lose their hearts in flashing lights. The ones who stay outside ever chance they can get to make someone's night. Because the thought of just being able to see you with their own eyes and interact with you- could bring tears to their eyes. There's a respect for talent and for the thirst of knowledge. To never tell yourself you've learned because frankly, the learning never stops.
To everyone whose devoured by a dream and feel like noone truely understands the feeling,the desire, the passion-just go on. One day, someone will.
and please, in the words of one of the true breath taking,
"Try your best to change the world."
because to some, what goes on in your head, keeps you alive.
xo.
I put my batterey in my metronome and all I hear is beep.beep.beep.beep. and it seems to put me at ease. It reminds me of something that makes me happy,that makes me feel alive. It is truey the only thing I really care about.
Sometimes I feel like I have no friends at all. Even though I shouldn't. With these great people that I can count on my hands, I still believe that if the case ever appeared- I wouldn't need anybody.
I don't need support, I need someone to GET IT. Not to understand by word but by feeling. and not one person who does that is quite possibly one of the lonliest things ever felt.
The one person who has the most potential still has alot of days to go by and doubts to feel and nights to craze through.I believe she wants it. Everyone drives at their own speed. She is a good fucking person. Despite her being picked apart.She's not always there and she gets caught up sometimes but at the end of the night she knows what'll save her life.You meet few people who change your life.
I feel alone in this journey but I've learned to swallow it whole.Only I know what I want, what I feel, why I feel it,& what I'm going to do with it.
"Try your best to change the world."
I've never been one to let a band's popularity churn in my stomach but most of those kids don't hear what they are saying, they see clothes & faces. They feel lust and a yearn to have their babies. Such a great band and good people should be looked at for more than that. For the messages they send, to the little notes they write on your ticket.
"Try your best to change the world."
I support every person with a dream wether they may be working towards it or living it. I have a respect for dreamers and for the selected few who run after it.Despite rejections,sacrifices, & a mind full of doubts- you are the most happy. The ones whose wondering hurts the most. Just go for it. Don't let it stop you.The ones who never forget who they are or lose their hearts in flashing lights. The ones who stay outside ever chance they can get to make someone's night. Because the thought of just being able to see you with their own eyes and interact with you- could bring tears to their eyes. There's a respect for talent and for the thirst of knowledge. To never tell yourself you've learned because frankly, the learning never stops.
To everyone whose devoured by a dream and feel like noone truely understands the feeling,the desire, the passion-just go on. One day, someone will.
and please, in the words of one of the true breath taking,
"Try your best to change the world."
because to some, what goes on in your head, keeps you alive.
xo.