still here??

[xo_da_wayz_ox]

holy shit this thing is still here??

to many things i could write in here but i choose not to
i cant write every little detail in this thing...
it would take me a couple years to do that tho so i cant...

hmm...i dont think im goin to be able to go bac to this and laugh at all my good times..memories...laughs...tears...dissapointments...anger...fights....bois...u kno how it goes....
my other lj is filled with life but this one is jus pointless but its watever...ill try to write in this thing more...

but things should be changing soon..well i dont kno how soon but close..hopefully

well.... i jus read kristens lj...gota lota things goin threw ur head huh?? ur not alone on that..i got that every minut of my life....theres never one second of where im not thinking...

lets make things short...confusion...tears...not droped yet...lets hold em up n make ourselves strong...ya thats how it goes..n if they r to drop lets flick them away..but only if they r not worth it...each day goes by and i get more power in me....amazing im not down yet...givin up...n gone...ill be here for a while...

i wish i could chage alot of things....cant tho..thats the way life goes....its all real..or maybe everything is jus a game that were playing and trying to suceed at and win....

these days go by and things r passing me by and im loosing them...this worlds gettin worse...loosing friends....death....couldnt even say goodbye....see u again one day...i hope...

i never kno wats comin my way...
thats y i jus wait n see...i dont plan things out...thats the way i am...bad or good..ill get threw it either way and go on with my life....

well i dont kno wat ur thinkin except u dont understand and u mite be confused...
sry i cant ecplain things...to hard to do that