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damn..gosh how much longer can this go on. im just so sick of being treated like this .i deserve so much better..im not a dog .-->YOU<-- dont talk to me like that. "fat ass "hmm.. very hurtful aint got no feelings but for your gdamn self ..well im thorugh i can play the same effin' game the phrase" sticks and bones may brake my bones but words will never hurt me ."..not true looks and words are very hurtful.
what is the since in living if we are dying to live while we are just living to die??i get treated so badly and used. today was jsut such a bad day..the rude comments he gave me and the looks . i mean if looks could kill would be so dead.. i have took alot of shit and i cant take it no more i just want to brake down and cry my eyes out. but i cant .i want to be strong as i can be .whats so hard about being friends and i didnt know friends treat there friends like dirt.... well whats the since in being friends if we act like enemies.?
i quit , quit, quit and quit i just quit trying anymore i cant do it . so -->SCREW YOU!<--
i feel so incomlete...im left in this world that is so cold ..alone..what did i do so wrong
*cant i just be loved as something a friend, i shoulder to cry on, a partner, somehting?can i be something.?...no! im nobody .but i try and ill try the best i can..i jsut have allthese emotional feelings locked up inside my hear tand i cant get them out and explain them ..nobody to talk to..youll never understand.tell me please if you judt plain hate me or do you even want be my friend..tell me talk to me. you hurt my feelings so bad???
wellim pretty tired so im out..
love court-
((comment please..tell me if you care or not.anybody)))