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i really dont know what <- -
*//oh yeah tomorrow on October 12th ,2005 is my mommys birthday.lol..she will be 37! so everybody send her some birhtday wishes on here.!
hahaha..im so amused yesterday i heard something a bout a litlle girl who cried there eyes out over me becuase she opened her mouth..and i fixed it..i told her she was fucking wiht the wrong person ..so i did what i had to do!..hehe DESERAY ((cough cough)).courtenies a bitch.
*//hhah dez i was thigking and i can just imagine tonyas baby..going "SqqUirreLll--...loli wnat to see her!but deseray dont worry everything at home will be ok..just give it time and in know thats what everybody says but its the truth..yall ahve been through alot and alot takes time.
hummm..sheww lordies i want him, so bad. but im not going to let myself got through that again.because ive learnt his ways.. i just like the benefits of it all..thats all i watn..but still he drives me absolutley crazy!!
NOT THERE
I stare at you across the room
I see your warming face
I try to see the inside you hide
Your feelings I try to embrace
I realize as I look at you
As I just sit and stare
I can see you perfectly clear
But for some reason you're not there
I see your eyes, I see your face
But yet I can not see
Your loving inside that you had
I can't see your personality
I realize how much that you have changed
How you don't seem to care
I stare at you across the room
But yet you are not there
Over For Now
I knew someday it would have to end
I knew eventually I would have to go back to calling you friend
It's killing me that now that day has come
If it's for the best then where is this pain from
I know deep inside that this is what I had to do
but it's breaking my heart to walk away from you
I'm trying my best to appear strong
but it's hard when part of me says that in your arms is where I belong
I still love you with all my heart
that's not going to change even though we're apart
You were my first love and my first kiss
There are so many of our special times I'm going to miss
All the words I ever said or wrote still hold true
But for now from a distance is where I'll be loving you
I think you need me as a friend to help you through
because there are things I can't control that are hurting you
We both have issues no one knows of
neither of us had the strength to be true to our love
Maybe we will be together again if it was meant to be
but for now please don't stop loving me
Even though I'm not your girlfriend I'll still be here
With a shoulder to cry on or a sympathetic ear
The story of love can be quicker than the blink of an eye
But our story of won't be over until the day that we die
Until We Meet Again
well im pretty tired so im out--
Courtenie
((COMMENT PLEASE!!))