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(( Im so sick of it))
//*Im so sick of having this feeling in my stomach like i have lost something. It is so emty. I want that something back. Or atleast the benifits of it..lol. I feel like i want somebody to love me again. I mean watching Deseray and Him together makes me so sick because i want what they have. they are so happy! i really just want somebody to hold on to,,that will hug me forever as if it was for there life. *
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When Friends Go Too Far *this saYS EVERYTHING***
Why did we cross the line?
Everything would be fine -
One moment of pleasure
For all this pain;
Can you tell me now what did we gain?
Everything would be OK -
Normal as it was,
But no - we had to go to far -
We had to cross that line
I would never turn back time,
For every moment I learn.
It's just things are so different now -
Things between you and me.
Why didn't I open my eyes?
Why didn't I only see
That what we were accomplishing
Would be the end to you and me?
FEELINGS OF LOVE I have feelings of love for the guy I see.
Does he love me too, what does he think of me?
I wish I could tell him he makes me whole, but I'm afraid to say
what's deep in my soul.
I don't want to lose him, for I would be alone,
and some days I just can't wait to hear his voice on the phone.
He does certain things to make me feel loved,
some days he wants to be alone and my heart is shoved.
I want to feel as though I am his safeguard,
the one he can come to when things get hard.
I will always be there to help him along,
and before we met I wasn't as strong.
I wish I could tell him what I feel inside,
but I'm afraid of what he'll say, how he'll act on the outside.
WAY
*Daylight breaks through equal bliss,
All the reruns consume our history.
Falling from grace,
I hope you’ll come sit by me.
All I wish is your hand,
It’s the entrance to your soul.
Each dream I had about you,
Got lost or thrown away;
I can’t wait forever,
Can’t you kiss me now?
All the poems I wrote,
Died and burned away.
You took another man,
After stealing my heart;
It cracked in two,
One for hate the other for you.
Didn’t I wait long enough?
Leaving it for the perfect time.
I can’t look at you now,
Won’t you turn away?
It’s lonely where I am now,
But I can’t turn away.
I think about you all the time,
Won’t you come listen to me?
Maybe one day I’ll get your kiss,
So I’ll feel your lips,
I won’t let the moment pass me by,
Please stay as the star in my sky;
Each day is lost without you.
Maybe one day it’ll turn out my way!
What It Is You Do To Me
There you sit
smiling
And it's you I watch
wanting
But you don't even know
What it is you do to me
So I keep on watching
and wanting
as I bleed
Every time I look at you
Every time I talk to you
Every time I smell you
My heart continues
melting
And I am forever
dreaming
Whenever you pass me by
Whenever you catch my eye
I feel like I want to cry
Because of what it is you do to me
Your eyes
gleaming
And your lips
pleading
And your hands
exploring
While my heart remains
bleeding
Every time you look at me
I wonder what it is you see
Every time you talk to me
And I hear that beautiful voice
My knees get weak
My stomach flutters
My chest collapses
My neck hairs tingle
And I stop breathing
Just in that moment in time
When you do what it is you do to me
As I sit here
yearning
I imagine you
sleeping
And I want to hold you endlessly
Forever in my arms for eternity
I'll continue
dreaming
As long as you are
living
breathing
being
From Friends To Lovers***my favorite***
Sometimes I feel sad and sometimes I feel blue
but whenever I see you, I'm as happy as can be
for you bring a smile upon my face
and a feeling of joy within my heart
you're like my sunshine in the morning
and my stars that glow at night
you're like the waves in the ocean
the cool breeze in the wind
like the call of the birds in the morning dew
like the sounds of beauty in the night
you see all of these things are of beauty and love
that's how I feel whenever you are near
for it was the passion and desire from both of us
that opened up the world for our eyes to see
for our love of each other will grow and grow
and our needs and desires will be more everyday
for a friend you once were and will always be
has turned into love as it should have been
so I want you to know as a friend and lover
that in my heart and arms you'll always stay
for our love for each other will never fade.
**// sittin here right now talking to Deseray and updating..heheh....YEAY Tonya had her baby its a Girl, her name is Breanna ? Shatley. she weighs 5 pounds 10 oz. and 19 inches long. she looks like mikey.tonya goes;'(frown..lol. But pray for them that they will make and the baby stays strong and healthy.
But guys im outie...
i L<3ve yuns all more than TatORS && CaKE--
//c.O.u.R.t.E.n.I.e**