Sep 24, 2005 19:36
Well im up here at Krysten Edward's house.its been fun.we watched"The Notebook".it was so sad;(
Well it finally talked to me!yeay it made me so happy.that movie mad me realize alot.it told me to follow my heart ,,and that is exactly what i am going to do!/Have you ever had a feeling in your stomach like butterflies are in it?you get so excited.well, have you ever had that feeling when someone you care about and have alot of feelings for ,comes around you, or even talks to you.well i do,,and it is the best feeling ever!i mena say a person you like puts you through alot of shit.some hurtful stuff,and you have even fucked up your self in that relationship..and you still stick with him and make it work..atleast you try..doesnt that mean that there is some kind of chemistry between the two of them that wont give up??i believe it is.i know there is some kinda of it between me and "it".every minute of me trying and never giving up is so worth the time..nothing better.
i want to say soemthing to "it". But whats the worst thing i can say.what do i do?i dont want tp drive it away or piss it off.?God help me please!!i mean it kills me everyday to gop to a place and see "it" with "that".i cant really talk to it.its complicated and confusing.but my heart tells me not to give up, and keep trying ..and i am .i want to move on but i cant .but im going to try and ill always be open for it and always be there to talk or do anything**
*//Also- -dont ever ever let anyone underestimate you..live your life up the best way and funnest way you can..because you have got one life to live..live it the way you want not how everyone else wants you to ..and it dont matter what other people think be your self! Trust me you will feel alot better and things will work out in life if you follow that guide!
well guys ive gotta go
Love yuns Always
<3-Courtenie Nichole Rose//*