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I lay a night wondering what ii what of been like if i had jsut gave him a chance....if i didnt act like ducha bitch..if i just realized that he jsut wanted to see me want to keep me out of trouble..but i didnt..no someone else has him..i loved him so much..Now it hurts so much knowing that i cnat fall into his arms and kiss him..but instead im watching him hug and kiss somone else;(..Ive gone down a bad road now, doign everyhting he didnt want me doing..pretending i dont miss or love him.but i do bad..I miss being loved like he loved me. i miss having someone to lean on..gosh how cool could i be so bling, stupid and foolish...will i ever feel that love and comfort again??shew i sure did mess up a good thing..
well a dhout out to all my friends i love you all..JESSiCA HOLMES-good luck with you and shannon..RASHELL SMITH -same with you and garrick..DESERAY ALLEN DEEL-im so happy for you .i hope you and aaron make it okay!!
well im goona go get some sleep--
*C.o.U.r.T.e.N.i.E-