May 21, 2006 01:33
its been a while i know...i dont think i've written in this for about a year.
Jesse, Isaac's twin brother, died this morning. I'm kinda sad. I mean I wasnt close close to him but Isaac and I were together for over a year and I know how close they were...I know Jesse was his moms rock. You know..the good twin and the bad twin...even though Isaac wasnt BAD really...Jesse was such a good person, great head on his shoulders, he was everythin to his mom. And it was just Isaac, Jesse, and his mom left, their other 5 siblings already moved out. They were best friends. I remember when Isaac and I would be together he's call Jesse just to say hi and see how his day was...when Jesse was sad, Isaac was sad, and vise versa. They say when your twin dies, a piece of you dies...I know Isaac probably better then most of his family or friends...and I know he may not be taking this as well as he is showing people. He's grieving like everyone else...but I think there's more to it.
Jesse and Isaacs 25th birthday was today. But Jesse didnt wake up this morning. He died in his sleep. Nobobdy knows from what. He doesnt drink, doesnt do drugs, it's just so weird. We're waiting for the autopsy.
Last night around 3am him and Isaac couldnt sleep so they talked for a while and Jesse went back to bed because he had to work early. When he didn't get up his mom went to wake him up...I couldnt imagine her thought/feelings...I wouldn't ever want someone to feel how she must have felt right then. She called for Isaac from the other room...and Isaac thought it was a joke because IT WAS THERE BIRTHDAY. And when he walked in and saw his brother laying there he knew she wasnt joking. He did CPR until the parametics came. But Jesse must have been dead for a while. I dont know who's going to read this...but if you did...please pray for their family.
RIP JESSE MERCED
05-20-81 - 05-20-06
Some people we lose to bad decisions and horrible accidents, but a 25yr old healthy person...in their sleep? I don't understand. I don't think I ever will.
Jesse was extremely close to God...knowing he had so much faith is hopefully helping his family....wow...this is just crazy. I dont know why this happened. I dont understand.
Please pray for their family.