*Don't you see your dreams lie right in the palm of your hand*
I really should be doing work, but I kinda decided my time would be better spent rambling about life here! :-)
Things have been going alright. This weekend was kinda great, I wrote about the retreat friday, then saturday I got back and it was kinda sad cuz Elana (the roomie) was really sick with this bad stomach virus (more on that later...). But the rest of the day was ok and that night i drank a bit (and by a bit i mean a lot) and went to a concert thing on campus and then went back and played Kings (such a good game) with Kim, Christina, Matthias (Kim's bf who was visiting), and Chris. It was a really low-key night but just a lot of fun. The next couple days were fairly uneventful, kinda just hung around, did work and such. Had some nice random times with Kim and Christina. As far as that goes, I must say, my self-esteem issues were kinda kicking in a little lately. It's hard this whole making new friends thing. I think back to the start of a lot of my current friendships and i was always wondering if they really liked me and really wanted to be my friend or if i was just always hanging around them and being annoying (silly i know but still a fact), and after this past week, i kinda just feel like they really care. So what if i haven't made tons of great friends in college...i've only been here a little more than one semester and ive already met some awesome people, even though we may not be as close as I'd like. But I HAVE met these two unbelievable friends and its weird to think ive only known them for a few months cuz theyre already two of my best friends, and i am SO so so lucky to have that. so i guess what I'm trying to say is I'm pretty happy.
Moving on though, life was going on as usual and thennn last night, I was completely fine the whole day, then got into bed and like 130 and it all went to hell lol. Apparently I had caught that bad stomach virus that Elana had (and is currently going around campus). It sucked a lot, i didn't sleep at all..i'll save you the gory details but it was just bad. Then I had to miss all my classes yesterday and I hate doing that...but i did sleep a lot and now i feel a LOT better. Luckily it was just a 24 hour thing so as bad as it was its better than something that lasts a while.
But really thats been the only bad thing happening lately. And it kinda came at a nice time cuz I'm gonna be home this weekend to see Forum :-) I've been slightly homesick lately too so im really excited. Anddd im excited for the show, I know they're gonna be amazing, tho it is gonna be a little sad not to be up there with them. (ps, i appologize if i dont get to see you this weekend but spring break is just around the corner and you know i love you alll <3)
In other news, Vagina Monologues are still going really well...im actually getting pretty confident with my monologues which is really nice. They still need work and everything but I'm proud of myself so far so thats really nice. *cough cough FEBRUARY 23RD AND 24TH cough cough* ahem :-) teehee
Love and miss everyone!! I'm off to actually do that work now!