May 17, 2005 21:49
wow.i remember 3 weeks and 5 days ago when i was sitting in a movie theatre with the person that i thought i loved. Everything seemed so perfect. out of ne where in the whole world... thats where i wanted to be. But now i look back and say...what happened?... i thought that he loved me...but i guess i was wrong.I fell alot harder than he did. all the things that he said...i bet he didnt mean..bc he said that he didnt feel it. Well i did. I fell really hard. but thats ok..who cares..the feeling inside my stomache that feels like a rollercoaster will eventually go away.
....i wanna hate him so bad.. But i cant. Deep down i know that i still love him...But i know that he doesnt love me. Its okay....ill get over him... eventually.
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Britt_<3