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hey
whats poppin everyone?
i feel so confused yet good.
im definetly not as stressed as i was. it was all school and work and sean. schools finally done with. well not really but all the projects i had to do r over. i unfortunately have to go to suffolk. then im gonna go to stonybrook for marine/geology/earth stuff lol. dont know which one exactly yet. its good im going to suffolk for one reason. EHEM. NO u cant know.
i work at express and i love itttt. i go at 6. the only thing i dont like is the credit card stuff lol i havent sold one yet. SOMEONE COME IN AND GET ONE!!! lol
Sean is o so lovely. but we wont discuss him cuz he doesnt like me talking about us on here...even tho he is the biggest part of my life and thats all i wanna write about thats besides the point. i know he dont like it so ill write those in private unless im talking about what we did.
BOYS R SO CONFUSING. i wish i was psychic and knew what to do. i wish everything was like it was. or better yet i sometimes wish it never started even though i love him more than life itself.
hes the one guy in my life that will ALWAYS be in my mind everyday. we both r already "bonded" together. bobby was my first yea.. but sean is my "first love"(and only) by far.FUCKKKKKKK.
GOD I WANNA TELL U GUYS EVERYTHING .ERRRRRRRRR
its so weird. i go thru these weird mental stages. one month im "fuck everything who cares! im gonna go to the beach and ignore all my stupid prblems and be happy" and then the next im "omg i hate myself im uselss theres no point".
Im gonna change my name to confused.
*someone* else should too.
HANSON ON THE EAST COAST FOR THE SECOND LEG OF THE TOUR! YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA BABY! HANSON HERE WE COME!!(Me n mel!)
omgg im so excited for that. such a teenie.. ive noticed. ive had the same problems for about a yr. Sean and work and hanson.
seans a cycle. hanson is too and work yea i guess it is too. god i need a new life.
whats poppin everyone?
i feel so confused yet good.
im definetly not as stressed as i was. it was all school and work and sean. schools finally done with. well not really but all the projects i had to do r over. i unfortunately have to go to suffolk. then im gonna go to stonybrook for marine/geology/earth stuff lol. dont know which one exactly yet. its good im going to suffolk for one reason. EHEM. NO u cant know.
i work at express and i love itttt. i go at 6. the only thing i dont like is the credit card stuff lol i havent sold one yet. SOMEONE COME IN AND GET ONE!!! lol
Sean is o so lovely. but we wont discuss him cuz he doesnt like me talking about us on here...even tho he is the biggest part of my life and thats all i wanna write about thats besides the point. i know he dont like it so ill write those in private unless im talking about what we did.
BOYS R SO CONFUSING. i wish i was psychic and knew what to do. i wish everything was like it was. or better yet i sometimes wish it never started even though i love him more than life itself.
hes the one guy in my life that will ALWAYS be in my mind everyday. we both r already "bonded" together. bobby was my first yea.. but sean is my "first love"(and only) by far.FUCKKKKKKK.
GOD I WANNA TELL U GUYS EVERYTHING .ERRRRRRRRR
its so weird. i go thru these weird mental stages. one month im "fuck everything who cares! im gonna go to the beach and ignore all my stupid prblems and be happy" and then the next im "omg i hate myself im uselss theres no point".
Im gonna change my name to confused.
*someone* else should too.
HANSON ON THE EAST COAST FOR THE SECOND LEG OF THE TOUR! YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA BABY! HANSON HERE WE COME!!(Me n mel!)
omgg im so excited for that. such a teenie.. ive noticed. ive had the same problems for about a yr. Sean and work and hanson.
seans a cycle. hanson is too and work yea i guess it is too. god i need a new life.