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Feb 25, 2004 22:05

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Read leak13666 February 26 2004, 04:07:45 UTC
I was on the phone , relax

You have no idea what you are talking about.
Aint nobody gonna fuckin die .
I didnt see anything that says " Goodbye Cruel World "

That isnt even the issue ,

The real issue is , everything is suddenly clear & makes sense .

This is what i think.

In your eyes , The thought of me must have made you :

1. Not wanna hang out with anyone .
2. Not wanna hang out with me .
3. Wanna be alone .
4. not wanna ever visit me at work .
5. not ever wanna go tot eh movies or whatever .
6. & not wanna go out with me .

How do you think that makes me feel ?

It makes me feel fuckin terrible , like
im a fuckin peice of shit , & thats how
I feel right now , I really do .

& to top it off , all it took was a heartbeat for
you to wanna do all that shit with him .

Ohh yea , sure , Go out with me , out of pity .....
That will make me feel real better ..

If you think the whole point is for me to just
to be able to say that
" Im going out with brienne " its not .

that doesnt solve anything.

You only allow yourself to go out with people
for the most rediculous reasons ..

Its like you have to have some gut instinct about it
& if you dont then you cant do it .

You think when dom told me you were interested & we hung out
that i had a gut feeling ??

I didnt know what to think or expect brienne .
I didnt know you .

But when i got to know you , i couldnt help
but fall for you . I didnt expect it to happen,
but it happend just like that .

No one has ever done that to me before .

The moment i held your hand , everything became
clear & everything felt like it was gonna be alright.
At that moment i felt like ive known you forever .
Little did i know that would be the last night i saw
you . Everything fell apart after that

Dont write people off because you dont have a
certain feeling at first . Give things a chance .

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Re: Read xo_brie February 26 2004, 18:45:05 UTC
did u ever hear of email?

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Re: Read xo_brie February 26 2004, 18:50:32 UTC
and since we r all out in the open here...
u cant be with someone or like someone if u never "feel" anything for them. i mean yea i thought i liked u. i thought i liked a lot of people. but if u dont "feel" a certain way about them how r u gonna have a relationship with them.i liked mike as soon as i saw him. which with me those r the type of people i truly can love. not ones that i didnt like and then have to grow to like them. thats not fair to me or the other person. im sorry i didnt like u that way. i really am.
and did u ever think ur o so persistent cousin wasnt telling me how u liked me so much and i SHOULD AND MUST talk to u????

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Re: Read leak13666 February 26 2004, 23:39:53 UTC
"i liked mike as soon as i saw him. which with me those r the type of people i truly can love. not ones that i didnt like and then have to grow to like them. thats not fair to me or the other person"

are you fucking retarted? holy shit. that is the most pathetic, shallow thing i have ever read in my entire life. first of all, the relationships that turn out the best are the ones where you don't plan to have any feelings for that person... and then one day, it just hits you. not the ones where you see someone that you don't know, and are merely attracted to them. how do you like someone who you don't even fucking know?

and people don't like to be treated the way you treat them. if you just "thought" you liked joe, then why did you lead him on? instead of just thinking about yourself all the time, think about how other people feel, and how you make them feel.

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Re: Read leak13666 February 26 2004, 23:41:35 UTC
oh and i forgot.

"and did u ever think ur o so persistent cousin wasnt telling me how u liked me so much and i SHOULD AND MUST talk to u????"

what does that have to do with anything?

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