unwanted and left for the dogs
well life finally sucks ass major hard core!
i duno what iam gona do with my self...
no one cares and the person who used to wants me to die... so i have like nothing left fun stuff huh?
like 4 days of school left and then iam done... i think iam gona go move to my dads... and just have everyone here in el cajon be my past that i dont want to return to... i duno though. i have sooo many mixed and confused thoughts and i just dont feel like this is the place for me.. i feel like i have worn out my welcome finally... my g-parents are like going natzi on me... my lil brothers are here and all there doing is telling on me becuase i dont wana go out side... they almost broke my guitar already.... my lil sis is comming out here soon and i cant wait shes the only person who under stands me and the only person i can completely tell everything and she knows how to fix the problem i duno what iam gona do with my life but i know one thing no one else really cares so why should i? if i end up working at the mall for the rest of my life or somthing i mean so what. not like i have a future to look forward to.
i dont even feel like typing anymore so what ever
i duno what iam gona do with my self...
no one cares and the person who used to wants me to die... so i have like nothing left fun stuff huh?
like 4 days of school left and then iam done... i think iam gona go move to my dads... and just have everyone here in el cajon be my past that i dont want to return to... i duno though. i have sooo many mixed and confused thoughts and i just dont feel like this is the place for me.. i feel like i have worn out my welcome finally... my g-parents are like going natzi on me... my lil brothers are here and all there doing is telling on me becuase i dont wana go out side... they almost broke my guitar already.... my lil sis is comming out here soon and i cant wait shes the only person who under stands me and the only person i can completely tell everything and she knows how to fix the problem i duno what iam gona do with my life but i know one thing no one else really cares so why should i? if i end up working at the mall for the rest of my life or somthing i mean so what. not like i have a future to look forward to.
i dont even feel like typing anymore so what ever