emotions suck !!
well this weekend was deffinately interesting .. & kinda weird !?
friday i got my haircut [ bangs ] hah i look weird wi.em ! & i went to dinner wi.my mom & then she took me shopping ! i bought a shirt & some other "unmentionables" lol then we came home & i did basically nothing. oh yea i stayed on the phone till like 12:30 with a great friend who made me laugh which was nice =]
saturday i got up took my dogs to the vet, bought hair dye which btw i wont be using .. problly not. came home cleaned my house, got ready then went to brookes. we went to the india fest _ haha boy was that fun, we had yellow ice cream .. it was weird but didnt taste TOO bad ! lol so then jake comes but wouldnt come inside ! so we had to go outside the thing to see him, but its ok .. he was nice enough to come down & see us so the least we could do was walk outside to see him, so we did & then brooke left me to go find her dad so me & jake are sitting there, & she came back & then she left again ! haha it was funny. so then we had to leave, & so did jake. so then we went back to brookes house & i did hollys jrnl manysmalloctopi & brookes, then she changed hers [ like 6 times !! ] so then we got ready .. i cut brookes hair ! haha now she trusts me wi.her life ! lol then we shoved food down our throats & went to coitillion, it was lame !
we got there & went down to the peir wi.jake & carrington, which was cool cuz we were like level with the water. then we went to the swings [ the little playground ] & my skirt kept like falling down !! ahhh ya it was deff. a "classic thong" lmao brooke, i hate you !!! lol jk ilu so then hmmm we went inside & it was lame so we sat outside on the porch for a little & we kept going back & forth from the porch to inside, oh & my leg is now like broken & bruised .. i had like 3 guys sit on my lap which was SO not comfortable ! haha it was funny though .. then we went out on the peir after it was over, then me & brooke left. we went home & went online, then i was on the phone till like 2:30 !!! wow i know i was on the phone for 2 & a half hours ! which was way too long but oh well ! =/ i only got like 6 hours of sleep, not even. but whateverrr so then this morning my parents picked me up
then i had to unpack groceries, eat then start my hw. so i finished that allready & now every 2 seconds my mom wants me to do something else, its really pissing me off like crazy ! anyway im really bored & hungry
so i have like this huge problem ! like this weekend i was around someone who i really like & got these feelings back that i didnt think i had anymore, & then i started to think about another guy who i might like & i really dont know if i do. i mean hes funny, & nice & hes always making me laugh or smile & giving me hugs .. hes a great guy. i just dont know if i like him just bc itll help me get over someone or if i actually really like him. i think i like him but idk what to do _ very confusing, yes i know. its crazy !! && ummm yeah so i deff. need some help bc i think ill realize that i really like him if i actually give him a chance & go out with him [ if he likes me .. i think he does ] but idk, im soooo confused !!! anyway thats about it on that subject
my parents anger me, so does my hair & boys oh & emotions & feelings. i know im totally contradicting stuff i just said above about a guy but you really should try to avoid adding feelings to any friendship with a guy bc it can totally ruin everything _ just trust me on this one, so yeah idk a lot of things anger me but we wont get into that right now .. hah !
well im out now ! ive got other things to do !!
♥
what if i slipped, & accidently
kissed you - would you feel
something ? would you kiss
me back ? would you break
up with her & want me back ?
if i was given one more chance
& i did everything right, would
you still love me ? please tell
me cuz i still want you tonight <|3
(( very cute, huh ?!? -- i thought so ! ))
friday i got my haircut [ bangs ] hah i look weird wi.em ! & i went to dinner wi.my mom & then she took me shopping ! i bought a shirt & some other "unmentionables" lol then we came home & i did basically nothing. oh yea i stayed on the phone till like 12:30 with a great friend who made me laugh which was nice =]
saturday i got up took my dogs to the vet, bought hair dye which btw i wont be using .. problly not. came home cleaned my house, got ready then went to brookes. we went to the india fest _ haha boy was that fun, we had yellow ice cream .. it was weird but didnt taste TOO bad ! lol so then jake comes but wouldnt come inside ! so we had to go outside the thing to see him, but its ok .. he was nice enough to come down & see us so the least we could do was walk outside to see him, so we did & then brooke left me to go find her dad so me & jake are sitting there, & she came back & then she left again ! haha it was funny. so then we had to leave, & so did jake. so then we went back to brookes house & i did hollys jrnl manysmalloctopi & brookes, then she changed hers [ like 6 times !! ] so then we got ready .. i cut brookes hair ! haha now she trusts me wi.her life ! lol then we shoved food down our throats & went to coitillion, it was lame !
we got there & went down to the peir wi.jake & carrington, which was cool cuz we were like level with the water. then we went to the swings [ the little playground ] & my skirt kept like falling down !! ahhh ya it was deff. a "classic thong" lmao brooke, i hate you !!! lol jk ilu so then hmmm we went inside & it was lame so we sat outside on the porch for a little & we kept going back & forth from the porch to inside, oh & my leg is now like broken & bruised .. i had like 3 guys sit on my lap which was SO not comfortable ! haha it was funny though .. then we went out on the peir after it was over, then me & brooke left. we went home & went online, then i was on the phone till like 2:30 !!! wow i know i was on the phone for 2 & a half hours ! which was way too long but oh well ! =/ i only got like 6 hours of sleep, not even. but whateverrr so then this morning my parents picked me up
then i had to unpack groceries, eat then start my hw. so i finished that allready & now every 2 seconds my mom wants me to do something else, its really pissing me off like crazy ! anyway im really bored & hungry
so i have like this huge problem ! like this weekend i was around someone who i really like & got these feelings back that i didnt think i had anymore, & then i started to think about another guy who i might like & i really dont know if i do. i mean hes funny, & nice & hes always making me laugh or smile & giving me hugs .. hes a great guy. i just dont know if i like him just bc itll help me get over someone or if i actually really like him. i think i like him but idk what to do _ very confusing, yes i know. its crazy !! && ummm yeah so i deff. need some help bc i think ill realize that i really like him if i actually give him a chance & go out with him [ if he likes me .. i think he does ] but idk, im soooo confused !!! anyway thats about it on that subject
my parents anger me, so does my hair & boys oh & emotions & feelings. i know im totally contradicting stuff i just said above about a guy but you really should try to avoid adding feelings to any friendship with a guy bc it can totally ruin everything _ just trust me on this one, so yeah idk a lot of things anger me but we wont get into that right now .. hah !
well im out now ! ive got other things to do !!
♥
what if i slipped, & accidently
kissed you - would you feel
something ? would you kiss
me back ? would you break
up with her & want me back ?
if i was given one more chance
& i did everything right, would
you still love me ? please tell
me cuz i still want you tonight <|3
(( very cute, huh ?!? -- i thought so ! ))