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oh god...things have been so difficult lately ! i mean, i cant believe it. it still hasnt hit me..i could be going to MP... i dont know what i want to do, part of me wants MP...but the other part wants la reina...i cant believe i didint make it in....it hurts, but at least chelsea will probably be there...i wouldnt be trying to get back in if chelsea wasnt going to be there! !.. either way ill miss everyone who didint make it in and are leaving to different schools...it just sucks major ass!!i dont really know what to do! its gay... i wrote these notes to chelsea and aryn and aryn started crying...it was so sad! i dono, la reina seems to be bullshit. ive lost kelsey and now im losing aryn and probably chelsea...i hate this, its getting old! how many friends am i going to have to lose? it just sucks..i feel like a let alot of people down....