A walk to our park.
I took a walk to "our" park today. it dident go so well, I think i cryed the hole time, from the time i walked out my door to the time i started walking home. While i was up there i was looking at pictures and wrighting. Sence i dotn care what ppl think ill tell you what i wrote, it problie wont make any sence to you. but here it is!....
"I walked to the park today, you know the one! As soon as i seem the paly gound i go right to the swings..just like we use to. Remember? Well the memories of you and me flood my face and tears fall from my eyes. I miss you so much you dont even understand. My pathtic crys to you dont seem to be working, it only makes things worst! When i think about you, i think about how we always made plans to grow old together n be happy. it must ive ruined every thing, now you barley even talk to me. it feels like my hearts been riped out and every ones around laughing at me. i know its my fault but cant you cut me some slack? Im only 15. we spent a year and a half together, were not gunna just throw that away are we? Yah i made a mistake and i know how i can fix it. i knwo if we work together we can make it. you are my one, my only one no body else. i will never be happy unless you here with me agian. i miss every thing had, you were every thing to me. Not having you is like depriving me of air, il die. dont dought me cause you never knwo how much you love some one until its to late. trust me. i know. Every day is a challange, not having you here by my side. When i had you i was living a fairy tail. you made my life complete. but when our ending comes rolling around you will be here with me i promise. WOW. Promise....ive heard that word alot. and i know oyu have to, i dont mean to keep bring it up but we shoudlent say promises we dont plan to keep. I know ive make some promises to you, n yes i knoe iv broken them. but please give me another chance. I PROMISE ill make it up to you. Theres nothing i can do with out thinking about you or having it remind me of you.... n every day it kills me a lil more."
Alot of that you dotn understand i have no life w/o you.
Well im out later.
Comment!
Ash
"I walked to the park today, you know the one! As soon as i seem the paly gound i go right to the swings..just like we use to. Remember? Well the memories of you and me flood my face and tears fall from my eyes. I miss you so much you dont even understand. My pathtic crys to you dont seem to be working, it only makes things worst! When i think about you, i think about how we always made plans to grow old together n be happy. it must ive ruined every thing, now you barley even talk to me. it feels like my hearts been riped out and every ones around laughing at me. i know its my fault but cant you cut me some slack? Im only 15. we spent a year and a half together, were not gunna just throw that away are we? Yah i made a mistake and i know how i can fix it. i knwo if we work together we can make it. you are my one, my only one no body else. i will never be happy unless you here with me agian. i miss every thing had, you were every thing to me. Not having you is like depriving me of air, il die. dont dought me cause you never knwo how much you love some one until its to late. trust me. i know. Every day is a challange, not having you here by my side. When i had you i was living a fairy tail. you made my life complete. but when our ending comes rolling around you will be here with me i promise. WOW. Promise....ive heard that word alot. and i know oyu have to, i dont mean to keep bring it up but we shoudlent say promises we dont plan to keep. I know ive make some promises to you, n yes i knoe iv broken them. but please give me another chance. I PROMISE ill make it up to you. Theres nothing i can do with out thinking about you or having it remind me of you.... n every day it kills me a lil more."
Alot of that you dotn understand i have no life w/o you.
Well im out later.
Comment!
Ash