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WELL LIFE IS GOING GOOD I GUESS. CHRIS AND I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO GET EVERYTHING UPSTAIRS STRAIGHTENED UP IT IS STARTING TO LOOK GOOD. ON FEB 24TH 2005 WE FOUND OUT THAT I AM PREGO. HOPE ITS A BOY. BUT IF NOT I WILL STILL LOVE IT ALL THE SAME. I AM SO HAPPY THAT CHRIS AND I ARE BACK TOGETHER. I HAVE ALREADY GOT MEDICAL ASSISTANCE AND I GOT TO WIC ON MARCH 24 2005. I GO TO BIRTH RIGHT TOMORROW BETWEEN 10 AM AND 1 PM. I HAVE TO TAKE DAWN THE TRUCK BECAUSE THE BLAZER WENT UP. WE GOT SOME BABY CLOTHES TODAY AND SOME OF IT WAS SUCH A NO NO! HOPE FULLY JEFF GETS THE FEMALE PUPPY WELL PUT THE DEPOSIT DOWN ON HER THIS WEEKEND. I WANT TO GET MY TATOO TOUCHED UP BUT I AM NOT JUST YET. I HAVE EMAIL A BUNCH OF PLACES ON JOBS AND I AM HOPING THAT I GET ONE OF THEM EMAIL ME BACK AND SAY YEA COME IN. I AM BECOMING A MORTGAGE BROKER FOR CITI BANK THREW PRIMERICA. ILL USE THAT AS SAVING MONEY.
CHRIS AND I HAVE BEEN ARGUING ALOT BUT IT IS MAINLY BECAUSE I NEED TIME TO MY SELF EVERYONCE IN A WHILE. EITHER TO WRITE OR TO JUST THINK. HE MEANS THE WORLD TO ME AND I WOULDNT EVER IMAGINE BEING WITH OUT HIM NOW THAT I GOT HIM BACK. WE BOTH ADMIT THAT THERE HAS BEEN ALOT OF SHIT THATS BEEN FUCKED UP BETWEEN US AND WE ARE GETTING IT ALL RIGHT NOW. I HAVE TOLD HIM A FEW TIMES NOW THAT IF HE WANTS ME GONE ILL GO, NOT BECAUSE I WANT TO OR NE THING BUT BECAUSE IF THATS WHAT HE WANTS ILL GO. I WONT STAND IN HIS WAY.
OKAY MICHAEL AND DONNA ARE DATING NOW AND WE HAD A FIGHT. I TOLD MICHAEL THAT I COULD GET HIM KICKED OUT IF HE LOSE HIS ATTITUDE TOWARDS ME AND CHRIS. HE PUT MY BUISNESS OUT THERE ONCE BEFORE AND I AM PUTTING HIS OUT THERE THEY ARE HAVING SEX SO WATCH OUT ANOTHER DONNA OR MICHAEL MIGHT BE ON THE WAY. WHICH ISNT NEEDED RIGHT NOW BECAUSE NEITHER OF THEM HAVE JOBS. OH AND WHATS ALSO FUNNY IS I HOPE MICHAEL DOESNT PLAN TO GET HER INTIALS TATOOED ON HIS BODY BECAUSE SHE CHEATED ON HER HUSBAND AND SHE CHEATED ON ALOT OF OTHERS WHAT WOULD MAKE HIM THINK SHE WONT DO IT AGAIN. WELL I DONT KNOW WHATS ALL GOING ON BETWEEN HIM AND KAYLA BUT I KNOW ONE NIGHT I CALLED HER BECAUSE OF SOME SHIT SHE SAID THAT MICHAEL HAD TOLD HER AND ASKED HER AND SHE SAID SHE DIDNT WANT TO BE HIS FRIEND BECAUSE HE DIDNT TELL ME THE TRUTH ABOUT WHAT HE HAD SAID. OH WELL NOT MY FAULT IF THEY WANT TO BE FRIENDS THATS ON THEM THE SAME AS HIM AND DONNA. WENDY AND JOEY ARE DOING GREAT. I GUESS THEY SEEM SO HAPPY. I AM GLAD FOR THEM THEY ARE SO CUTE TOGETHER AND THEY COMPLETE EACH OTHER VERY WELL. GOOD LUCK WITH THE BABY SITUATION.
CHRIS YOU ARE SUCH A SWEETIE I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND I AM SO SORRY FOR ALL THE SHIT THAT HAS WENT ON THE PAST FEW DAYS I DIDNT MEAN ANY OF IT, JUST NEEDED TO WRITE. I AM SO HAPPY THAT WE ARE FINALLY BACK TOGETHER AND I HOPE WE CAN KEEP IT THAT WAY FOREVER. YOU ARE MY HEART AND SOUL AND NOTHING LESS. I KNOW THAT KAYLEE AND OUR NEW BABY WILL BE THE BEST OF FRIENDS. AND BE JUST AS CLOSE AS IF THEY WERE BOTH OF OURS.
CHRIS JUST DREW THIS BEAUTIFUL PICTURE OF MY NAME. HE IS GOING TO PUT HIS NAME ON THE OTHER SIDE AND KAYLEES ON THE BOTTOM OF MY BACK THING IS IF THEY ARE PRETTY ILL GO GET THEM DONE. I WANT TO GET OUR BABYS NAME ON MY NECK. WELL I AM GOING TO GO LAY DOWN AND LET HIM FINISH THE OTHER ONES NOW BUT ILL UPDATE SOME MORE TOMORROW.... OR ATLEAST BY FRIDAY. WELL GOOD NIGHT.
CHRIS AND I HAVE BEEN ARGUING ALOT BUT IT IS MAINLY BECAUSE I NEED TIME TO MY SELF EVERYONCE IN A WHILE. EITHER TO WRITE OR TO JUST THINK. HE MEANS THE WORLD TO ME AND I WOULDNT EVER IMAGINE BEING WITH OUT HIM NOW THAT I GOT HIM BACK. WE BOTH ADMIT THAT THERE HAS BEEN ALOT OF SHIT THATS BEEN FUCKED UP BETWEEN US AND WE ARE GETTING IT ALL RIGHT NOW. I HAVE TOLD HIM A FEW TIMES NOW THAT IF HE WANTS ME GONE ILL GO, NOT BECAUSE I WANT TO OR NE THING BUT BECAUSE IF THATS WHAT HE WANTS ILL GO. I WONT STAND IN HIS WAY.
OKAY MICHAEL AND DONNA ARE DATING NOW AND WE HAD A FIGHT. I TOLD MICHAEL THAT I COULD GET HIM KICKED OUT IF HE LOSE HIS ATTITUDE TOWARDS ME AND CHRIS. HE PUT MY BUISNESS OUT THERE ONCE BEFORE AND I AM PUTTING HIS OUT THERE THEY ARE HAVING SEX SO WATCH OUT ANOTHER DONNA OR MICHAEL MIGHT BE ON THE WAY. WHICH ISNT NEEDED RIGHT NOW BECAUSE NEITHER OF THEM HAVE JOBS. OH AND WHATS ALSO FUNNY IS I HOPE MICHAEL DOESNT PLAN TO GET HER INTIALS TATOOED ON HIS BODY BECAUSE SHE CHEATED ON HER HUSBAND AND SHE CHEATED ON ALOT OF OTHERS WHAT WOULD MAKE HIM THINK SHE WONT DO IT AGAIN. WELL I DONT KNOW WHATS ALL GOING ON BETWEEN HIM AND KAYLA BUT I KNOW ONE NIGHT I CALLED HER BECAUSE OF SOME SHIT SHE SAID THAT MICHAEL HAD TOLD HER AND ASKED HER AND SHE SAID SHE DIDNT WANT TO BE HIS FRIEND BECAUSE HE DIDNT TELL ME THE TRUTH ABOUT WHAT HE HAD SAID. OH WELL NOT MY FAULT IF THEY WANT TO BE FRIENDS THATS ON THEM THE SAME AS HIM AND DONNA. WENDY AND JOEY ARE DOING GREAT. I GUESS THEY SEEM SO HAPPY. I AM GLAD FOR THEM THEY ARE SO CUTE TOGETHER AND THEY COMPLETE EACH OTHER VERY WELL. GOOD LUCK WITH THE BABY SITUATION.
CHRIS YOU ARE SUCH A SWEETIE I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND I AM SO SORRY FOR ALL THE SHIT THAT HAS WENT ON THE PAST FEW DAYS I DIDNT MEAN ANY OF IT, JUST NEEDED TO WRITE. I AM SO HAPPY THAT WE ARE FINALLY BACK TOGETHER AND I HOPE WE CAN KEEP IT THAT WAY FOREVER. YOU ARE MY HEART AND SOUL AND NOTHING LESS. I KNOW THAT KAYLEE AND OUR NEW BABY WILL BE THE BEST OF FRIENDS. AND BE JUST AS CLOSE AS IF THEY WERE BOTH OF OURS.
CHRIS JUST DREW THIS BEAUTIFUL PICTURE OF MY NAME. HE IS GOING TO PUT HIS NAME ON THE OTHER SIDE AND KAYLEES ON THE BOTTOM OF MY BACK THING IS IF THEY ARE PRETTY ILL GO GET THEM DONE. I WANT TO GET OUR BABYS NAME ON MY NECK. WELL I AM GOING TO GO LAY DOWN AND LET HIM FINISH THE OTHER ONES NOW BUT ILL UPDATE SOME MORE TOMORROW.... OR ATLEAST BY FRIDAY. WELL GOOD NIGHT.