Jan 03, 2005 23:12
OKAY TO UPDATE.... MICHAEL AND I ARE KINDA ON THE OUTS. I WANT TO MOVE BACK HOME! BUT THE ONLY REASON I WANT TO DO THAT IS BECAUSE I AM SO STRESSED RIGHT NOW THAT I AM BEING A TOTAL BITCH TO HIM AND I DONT WANT TO BE. I WONT LET HIM TOUCH ME I WONT KISS HIM AND I JUST WONT DO ANY COUPLE THINGS WITH HIM. I CRIED AND CRIED... JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO! I MIGHT HAVE CANCER! GREAT RIGHT! I GOT CALLED BACK TO THE HEALTH DEPARTMENT BECAUSE THEY SAID IT WAS IMPORTANT AND THEY SAID I HAD AN ABNORMAL PAP SMEAR AND THAT IT LOOKS ALOT LIKE CANCER IN MY CERVIX! WELL I AM VERY TIRED OF NOT HAVING A JOB..... ITS NOT THAT I NEVER WANTED ONE ITS JUST WAY TO HARD TO FIND ONE UNLESS YOU ARE 21 AND CAN DRIVE THE TRUCK HERE I MEAN NOTHING IS EVER HIRING. MICHAEL GOT A CALL FROM HIS OLD BOSS TODAY AND THEY WANTED HIM TO WORK AND NEVER CALLED HIM BACK... WHAT ASSHOLES. THERE ARE THESE 14 YEAR OLDS WHO THINK THEY ARE THE SHIT WHEN ITS NOT EVEN HALF WAY TRUE... JUST TO LET YOU KNOW MICHAEL SAID THAT THE BLONDE WAS TOO UGLY WITH HER LONG FACE AND FLAT ASS BODY!! LOL AND THE BRUNETTE WAS JUST FAT! HAHA I LOVE THAT HE DOESNT WANT YOU AND PROVED YOU WRONG! GOD YOU TWO WERE SO PATHETIC! AND WHO EVER THE OTHER BABY WAS NEEDS TO PUT HER NAME OUT HERE WITH A PICTURE SO I CAN SHOW HIM SO HE CAN TELL YOU WHAT HE THINKS OF YOU! ALSO THE MOVIE THIRTEEN WAS A GOOD MOVIE BUT JUST TO LET YOU KNOW SOME IF NOT MOST OF THE SHIT THEY DID WAS COMPLETELY DUMB! ALSO I HOPE THAT EVERYTHING WORKS OUT FOR YOU MEGAN I WOULD BE MORE HEPLFULL IF I WASNT UNDER EVERYTHING THAT I AM UNDER RIGHT NOW! AND CINDY I AM GLAD THAT YOU HAD FUN HUNNIE!! BIANCA, I AM SOO HAPPY THAT YOU AND GENE ARE BACK TOGETHER AND DOING WELL. I AM SO HAPPY THAT YOU ARE DOING GOOD, JUST WISH I COULD SAY THE SAME FOR MY SELF!! ANY ONE WITH ADVISE ON WHAT I SHOULD DO PLEASE HELP ME!! I DO LOVE HIM BUT I AM STRESSED!
REMEMBER I DO LOVE MICHAEL AND I ALWAYS WILL!!