can i really be.....happy?

Sep 13, 2007 22:30

so summers gone and passed and i feel like it was a huge blur entirely.
i did some crazy things and had some wild nights.
i didnt think id go back to nights like that.
but summers over with and so are they.

i made a lot of new rad friends. =] and finally have surfing partners year round. im so happy they warmed up to me so quickly. immediately i was just one of the guys....and i love that.

and.
christina mccall.
had a boyfriend during the summer.

thats monumental.
and im ecstatic.

my girl friends warmed up to tom right away and thats all ive ever wanted.
he doesnt treat me like im any younger or different than him...and the strange thing is....he likes me back.

toms been over every night or im over at his place. we went school shopping and ran around staples together attempting to actually come out of the trip with something that i was suppossed to buy.

he went out and bought Seven because i had said i wanted to see it...and then got bored so painted me elephants to go with my room.

hes adorable.

and i went over bryans the other day. strangely enough it wasnt awkward at all. his family told me i was the only girl they had liked and to dump my boyfriend "cause they know me and bryan are getting married"
well if we ever do i will have the best inlaws ever.

his sister got me paramore tickets...i wanted to cry. she hardly knows me and as soon as i met her i realized she IS me. we
are the same person and to have someone like that feels great.

i need it to be cold. i want winter. and snow. and skiing. and hot chocolate. and fireplaces. and my gorgeous jacket.

im..
happy.
<333
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